{Aurora pov}
I trust Alfie still, but 18 year old males I don't trust. Paris broke my train of thought when she woke up, I feed her, change her, but she is still crying.
"Come on skinny love just last the year,
Pour a little salt we were never here,
My my my, my my my, my-my my-my...
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.Tell my love to wreck it all,
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall,
My my my, my my my, my-my my-my...
Right in the moment this order's tall.And I told you to be patient,
And I told you to be fine,
And I told you to be balanced,
And I told you to be kind,
And in the morning I'll be with you,
But it will be a different kind,
'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets,
And you'll be owning all the fines.Come on skinny love, what happened here?
Suckle on the hope in light brassieres,
My my my, my my my, my-my my-my...
Sullen load is full, so slow on the split.And I told you to be patient,
And I told you to be fine,
And I told you to be balanced,
And I told you to be kind,
And now all your love is wasted,
Then who the hell was I?
'Cause now I'm breaking at the britches,
And at the end of all your lines.Who will love you?
Who will fight?
And who will fall far behind?Come on skinny love,
My my my, my my my, my-my my-my...
My my my, my my my, my-my my-my," I sing to Paris, and Zoe was video taping it.
"I'm going to post it on YouTube," Zoe whisper.
"Ok," I said.
{Rain pov}
Today mom been dead for 3 years, I always write to her, on this day and sing her favorite song, while playing the piano in my room.
"I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number oneI can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I amI can do it
I can do it
I can do itBut I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only humanI can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everythingI can do it
I can do it
I'll get through itBut I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only humanI'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little humanI can take so much
'Til I've had enough'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human," I cried during the last part.
I went to the bathroom, and pull out my trusty blade, and I cut myself 13 times in a row.
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Adopted by Zalfie
FanfictionA girl with no name, don't speak, got Anorexia, dose self harm, and have panic attacks all the time