Twisted Fate

Chapter 1

It Was The Day Of The Funeral , I Was Soo Emotionally Unstable . My Dad Wasn't Any Regular Dad . He Was The First Person To Help Me Fully Understand who The Fuck I Was . I knew he had A lot Of Secrets With His Gambling & Drinking But I Looked Past That Because He Never Took From His Family & Made Sure I Knew How To Make a Way Out Of no Way . I guess You Never Appreciate Something Until It's Gone & You Can't Get It Back . Maybe This Was Gods Way of Telling Me That It's Time I Stop Being The Baby Of The House & become The Man . The Man That My Mother Could Depend On Because Lord Knows Shakka Dumb Ass Wouldn't Be able To Handle It . On the contrary . My Mom Took A half A Million Dollar Insurance Policy On My  Father & a Million Dollar On Herself . But id Give It All Back To Have That Big Proud Muslim Man Back In My Life . He Tried To Raise me & My Brother As Believers Of the Nation But My Momma Wasn't Having It she Believed That Strong Men Weren't Born They were A Blessing From The Lord Jesus Christ . I Just went With The Flow To Dodge Controversy . But As The Son Of A Muslim Man You Have To Follow all Customs For When they Are On Their Way To the Afterlife . I Think I'm Strong Enough .
A Muslim Funeral Is Called a Jannazah . I wore all black Lenin & My White Piece Of Cloth That My father Had In One Of His Old Storage Units Rapped around His Q'uran . I Walked Up To The Casket Where My Father Laid in & I Touched . I Couldn't help But Think of Revenge . Who I had To Kill To Deliver The Pain like I Felt . It Was War .
I Stood On The sideline As The Rest Of The Muslim Men Prayed . As Their Heads Touched The Ground . 3 Unfamilure Men Reached My Fathers Casket . From Their Dreads , Smell & Facial Features It Could Be Understood That They Were Jamaican . All Of Sudden , I Heard Someone Fix Their Mouths To Hawk Spit , it Was Aimed At My Daddy . I Was Soo Shocked As Well As The Rest Of The People In prayer . The The Middle One Picked Up His Bigg Ass Boot & Kicked My Father Out Of His Casket , My Mother Began To Scream . My Uncles Joe , Black & Onion Head Retrieved Their Weapons & Began To Start Blasting . They Turned Around With Big Ugly Machine Guns And Returned Fire . I Would Have Never Believed Somebody Hated My dad That Much But This Was Clearly A Message , From Somebody Higher Up .
My Uncle Joe Got Shot In His Abdomen , Me As A Nurse In Training Began To Treat Him Until The Paramedics Showed Up . They Killed The Jamaican Men As People Ran and Hid All Over The Place . It Was The worse Thing I've Ever Seen In My Life , Shakka Couldn't Even Believe It . He Somehow Shielded My Mother & Sister Destiny .
My Mother Fainted , I'm Sure As Hell She Was Way Too Overwhelmed , Her Home Was burned Down . Her Husband Was Inside , Thankfully He Wasnt Burned , now His Funeral Was Totally Disrespected As Well Turned Into A Blood Bath . It's Enough To Make Someone Just Fall Apart .