SHORTS

9 march 2023

Hey guys!

I've been thinking of posting random shorts. It can be kind of a diary. I don't mind sharing my daily life. Whenever I feel anxious or don't know what Actually I'm feeling like now, I always write my thoughts. Well coz I don't talking about my feelings to anyone whether it's good or bad, on the other hand I'll continue to feel anxious or wtever is it, unless I don't share my feelings, like wtever going on my head. So writing it down is the best option for me.

Actually today, well just few minutes ago, I got into a little argument with my cousin. That was not even a argument we shared like a few words. But I feel really bad now. And I'll continue to feel that way for god knows how long. I'm sure he doesn't even remember it. I can't help but to think about it. I don't know why only I feel like that, even after a tiniest conflict. I feel like shit. I know I was rude but they are no saint. I don't want to hurt others by saying something I'll probably regret. But they don't think before saying anything, unknowingly they hurt my feelings. I act strong in front of others but I won't be able to sleep for days and continue to think about the same incident.

Goshh! If anyone knows how to get rid of those feelings please let me know. I don't think I'll able to survive like that.

I don't know what else to say, nothing really happened, he said something I didn't like so i talked back. And he said.. Well I can't remind what he actually said but that word hurted me. And I was thinking about this, when I thought to write this.

I always write my messy thoughts in notepads, but some of them are really emotional so I can't share them. But I guess I'll continue to write here about my life, if something happens.

I think I feel a lot better now. I was literally suffocating few minutes ago. This idea always works.

It's nice to write down our thoughts when we can't share them. Anyways

Bye guys!