Im Already Yours From The Start

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Baka hindi talaga kami para sa isat isa??? Maybe ito na talaga yung sign para sabihing hindi kami hanggang dulo.

I frustrated na sumandal sa upuan, and her?!! shes not stopped knocking on the window.

''i love your idea leigh. Im willing to be yours'' - basag ni kinsley sa katahimikan

Humarap ako sa kanya, hinawakan nya yung kamay ko, and caressed it.

''But i know na hindi ka sasaya sa akin, you love her. I can see it. Maybe shes dumb to her desisyon na mag panggap na may amnesia, but alam kong mahal ka nya. The way na pigilan nya yung selos nya sa ampunan nung magkasama tayo??'' - kinsley explain and smiled sadly at me

''she lied kins. She played sa feeling ko, pinagmukha nya pa akong tanga'' - asar kong sabi

''yeah. Maybe shes wrong sa ginawa nya. Pero mababago ba nun yung pagmamahal mo sa kanya?? Maybe galit ka lang ngayon. But left her in this kind is situation?? Is not a good idea. Looked at her'' - kinsley said

''i cant even looked at her kins'' - i said

''because you love her. Go home to her leigh, and pag ginago ka pa nya, i will do anything para bawiin ka. But ngayon?? Hindi ko kayang ibigay yung kaligayahan na kaya nyang ibigay sayo'' - kinsley said

I sighed at tumayo sa upuan ko, i lean on her and kissed her forehead

''thanks beautiful. Babawi ako promise. Im so sorry for using you kanina'' - i said at bumalik sa upuan ko

''its okey Leigh. Go to her na''. - kinsley said

I smiled at tinignan yung babaeng non stopped kumakatok sa window.

She crying hard, and so frustrated.

I sighed, at binuksan yung pinto, as soon na binuksan ko yung pinto, hinila nya agad pabukas.

''baby please!!'' - she said at yumuko sa akin.

But bago pa sya makayuko, lumabas na ako ng kotse.

She immediately hugged me, at umiyak sa dib dib ko. Shes sobbing hard, and it break my heart, i really hate the feeling na umiiyak sya. But now?!

Im so mad at her. Im still am!!!

''tara na'' - i coldly said

Humarap siya sa akin, with full of shocked written on her face.

''uuwi ka na??'' - she asked with full of hope

I sighed, at tumango, inayos ko yung coat ko na suot nya, making sure na di makikita yung dib dib nya. Dahil manipis lang yung damit ko.

I carry my back pack sa left hand ko, at inakbayan ko sya using my right hand, dahil she tightly hugging me habang naglalakad papasok ng main entrance ng condo.

Pag sakay naman ng elevator, i extremely sighed kaya napatingin sya sa akin.

''can you get off me?'' - i coldly asked

She blinked many times, trying to process kung ano yung sinabi ko.

''quincey, get off me'' - seryosong sabi ko staring straight to her eyes.

Yumuko sya at umalis sa pagkakahugged sa akin.

''im sorry baby'' - she said habang nakayuko

''lets not talked about that, baka di ko mapigilan sarili ko, at umalis ako'' - i said

She didn't answered hanggang sa bumukas na yung elevator, nauna akong naglakad, but pinapakiramdaman ko pa din sya sa likod ko, and i know na naguguluhan sya.