one sided love (S.M) angst

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I've been inlove with him for a few years now. We grew up together so it was kind of hard not to fall for him.
I got pretty good at hiding my feelings for him...maybe a little too good.

______*time skip*_____

"I mean you should see her! She has these eyes and this smile, oh how her smile drives me crazy!" Scott said. Stiles and I where just standing by his locker, listening to him gush over Allison.
My heart broke with every word that escaped his lips. I fought so hard to keep my tears inside.

"Y/N, are you okay?" Scott asked, Stiles also turned his head to look at me.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Why?" I asked, talking a deep breath before looking at them.

"Have you been crying?" Stiles asked

"What, of course not." I said, forcing a laugh. The both of them just kept looking at me, like they where expecting me to burst into tears. Stiles opened his mouth to speak again, but was interrupted by Scott.

"There's Allison. She's so pretty. Isn't she pretty?" Scott said and just like that, the attention was off of me.

"Yeah, she is." I said, looking at her. God, she's gorgeous. And then I noticed it.
She was holding Scott's sweater.

.......*flashback*.......

We where on a walk, it was a quiet night. The stars where shining and the moon looked beautiful.
Stiles needed to help his mom, so it was just Scott and I.

We've been walking for about 20 minutes by this point. Laughing, making jokes, talking about anything and everything.
Then the sprinklers in the park went off, soaking our clothes.
Scott grabbed my hand and we ran. When we stopped, we just laughed and walked home. He never let go of my hand.

Once we made it back to his house we went up to his room. He opened his closet door, taking out and handing me his favorite sweater.

"Scott that's your favorite sweater, I'm fine with just wearing and old shirt."

"Y/N, its okay. Take it." Scott said with a smile.
I took the sweater reluctantly. I went to the bathroom and showerd, when I came out, Scott was sitting on his bed, he was busy on his phone. He looked up when I came out.

"That sweater looks way better on you then it does on me."

"You don't have to lie, Scotty."

"I'm not. You look pretty." He said with a smile.

'If only you knew how much I like you' I thought as I stared into his eyes.

......*end of flashback*......

"Hey guys." Allison greeted us.

"Hey." All three of us said simultaneously

"Uh, this is yours. Thanks for letting me borrow it." Allison said, handing the sweater to Scott.

"Oh- um thanks." Scott said, taking the sweater from her.
He gave her his sweater, I shouldn't be sad about it, but for some reason I am.
But I'm also mad at Allison.
I don't know why, its not her fault Scott chose her over me. I mean, who wouldn't choose her. I'm not even half as pretty or smart as she is.

_____*time skip*_____

I watch as they enter the school, he had his arm around her shoulder, now I'm getting colder.
They look so happy together. I've never seen him smile that bright. Ever.
I hate that she's the one being held by him amd I hate that she's the one making him happy, a part of me wonders how I can hate her, because she's such and angel.
I think I'm just sad about the fact that I waited too long to say something. I should've told him how I felt, even if it meant ruining things between us, because this honestly hurts a hell of a lot more.

Deep down I know things would've never worked out for Scott and I, but i could at least live with the fact that I tried, because the only thing I'm living with now is regret.

One-sided love really is bullshit.

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Hey guys, I know this was short and probably not that good, but its 1 a.m so I have an excuse.

I also haven't update this book in months, so I just wanted to get this part out just so that you know I haven't forgotten about this book.💮

Anyway...I hope you enjoyed it some what at least.
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Thank you so much for the support, I appreciate it so, so, so much!!💖💝

btw this was inspired by the song 'Heather, by Conan gray' but im pretty sure most of you already knew that☆






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