A memoir revisited...

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Do you know who I am?
think again... think...
the first sight, the first word,
the first convo I hit.
do you recall any,
do you remember, the colour of my eyes,
did you see, the shape of my face,
or the curls in my hair,
or that bony hands, I flick while talking...
Did you ever notice the silent rounds I gave you,
or that cacophony of laughter you had to bear,
those endless hours of admiration,
those lost battles of criticism's
that creeps I gave you,
and the trances of the unknown I showed,
fits of my love and care,
the pain to see you in pain,
Did you see it;
Did you see it all?

I'm light years away,
into the abyss of darkness,
where it all began,
where I started,
then you came in,
soon he joined too,
but later I realised,
he was there forever,
it was me who was late,
for you both were meant to be,
I was shattered I was torn,
hey! no lies... I LOVE you with ma all,
and guess what!, I'm all sold up on you,
I'm all yours, I always was.
for a glimpse of you
I would give a lifetime of eternity...

I'm crazy, I am a freak.
but ask your self,
what do you see?
who do you see?
The answer is all in you.
I want you to go and look a mirror,
its high time you did,
look at the face,
look at the eyes,
look at the lips that tremble now,
or the tears that fall down,
don't stop the gulping spit of fear,
that tries to go down your throat,
rather bring it up,spit it out loud...
What did you see?
again...
ask yourself?
again?...
once again....

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