Will I Let You Go? (Bts Jungkook) Under Major Editing

Chapter 2

Yuri's POV

I silently step inside our house. I felt drained all of sudden talking to jungkook. Saying those unwillingly words to him is such a pain that even a pain killer can fight back. I really should start distance myself for no more further pain in the future events. I stopped thinking things when I felt someone tap my shoulder. She has a worried expression written whole over her face. She is my older sister named Park Deanne. She's working in the hospital as a doctor. She lives with me for more than a four years. My mom and dad left korea just to live in the Philippines. My mom was a filipina so they wanted to live there for good. But me and deanne stayed here just letting me finish my studies then eventually left after this school year. I didn't tell anyone yet. Maybe this is for the better.

"You okay yuri?" She worriedly asked. We always called each other by names we're fine with it. I nodded and went straight upstairs. I didn't expect having such experience just to let my friend happy while I'm suffer. I close my eyes and darkness swallowed me.

Today was different kind of school days I ever had. Thinking how jungkook and hyona fell for each other, being in relationship, being married, having a child and a happy family. Why do I have to experience this. I didn't done anything wrong at all. I was snapped out from thinking too much. When Sir Brett called out my name.

"Miss Park! You're not paying attention to what I'm lecturing here" he said while looking at me with disappointment in his eyes. He may thought that this is first time not listening him. Thay really never happens the last years in high school.

"I-i'm sorry sir. It won't happen again" I bow my head and listen to him afterwards.

I walk to the corridor when I heard the speaker of this school called out maybe for someone.

"Miss Park Yuri please go to the faculty section. I repeat, please go to the faculty section. Thank you" as the announcer called out for me? Gosh this is first time. I quickly run to the faculty section where teachers stays if there's free time. I knock two times and open the door and peep alittle. I think I knew who called me out. Sir Brett Stutler a english teacher and also my sister's lover. He is a kind man, and well-mannered too.

"Sir brett why did you called for me?" I nervously said while squeezing my hands cause of my nervousness.

"I wanted to talk about your problem" he look worriedly to me. He also a close friend of mine. I knew he was worried of me.

"I don't have a problem sir" I tried to be formal to him while we're here in school. We maybe friends but here in school we coexist as a teacher and a student.

"I know you have. This is your first time your thoughts aren't there to pay attention to what I'm teaching. Look miss park. I maybe be your English teacher here in school but fact still remains that your my friend. I knew something bothering you or not" he smile at me try to lighten me up. I admire him for being a good man not just on me also to my sister.

"Thank you sir but you don't have to stick your nose to my problem. Sir brett, I'm old enough to handle by myself. So don't be" I said in assuring him and seal it with a smile. I maybe a bad liar but I know my limits to tell anybody my problem. I'm used to handle on my own. Before I left him he said something that caught my attention.

"Okay if that's what you want. But first let me tell you something that you're the only one could know" what he said next really made my day.

" I proposed to your sister and she said yes" he smile while blushing. My eyes went wide and cover my mouth using my both hands trying to stop myself from screaming.

"Gosh! Congratulation! Bre-- I mean sir brett" I'm really happy for the both of them knowing my sister Shell be a good mother someday. I bid my goodbye to sir brett after the chitchat we had how he proposed and such.

I went to the cafeteria wanting to eat a chocolate cake with a strawberry on top that really makes me happy a
little having too much problem really stressing me out. As I enter the cafeteria I saw hyona with jungkook. Hyona was laughing obviously flirting. I smile at her as she look at me but she just look at me and I know she's glaring at me like trying to remind me that I should stay away from them to have a moment of them two. I just held my head down and went to the counter and order my food. I was shocked when someone puts his arm to my shoulder and as I look at him.

"Taehyung" was the only word came out from my mouth and smile at him.

"How are you milady?" He sweetly smiled and offer some seat with the boys except jungkook and hyona that we're in the other table. I saw how jungkook looks at me and smile but I just avoid my gaze. I touch my chest and calming myself that is feeling pain all of a sudden seeing hyona wipe jungkook's face. I'm not used to this.

After that I went to classroom and entertain myself like advance reading.

I really wish they're happy. That's fine as long jungkook's so as me. Even if it kills me inside.