they always leave me, they're never supportive. They always call me names they never wanna talk to me they never need me anymore.
They have done nothing but bring me down as a person. everyday i try to be myself and all you do is tear me down insult me hurt me with they're words and do nothing but harm me emotionally physically and mentally and I just can’t take it any longer they're so abusive and toxic. no one even realizes how disgusting all of they're behaviors are. every single time I talk or even do anything or interact with anyone of them, they all just go against me and gang up on me like a pack of wolves and just attacks me and i didn’t do anything to deserve these attacks and these hurtful words. i literally just try to be nice to everybody but nobody ever realizes how it feels to be in my shoes and nobody ever tries to sympathize with me and see where I’m coming from all of them just see me as the enemy and as the bad guy that’s trying to ruin everything or something when really I’m just trying to spread positivity. They act like I’m some kind of virus or disease, constantly casting me out so much, making me feel so left out and so alone in this life. it’s fucking driving me insane I feel mental and I feel like a weirdo just being around all of them because of how you treat me. at this point in time, I’ve given up on ever trying again and ever becoming any of they're friends because I just know they're feelings towards me clearly. i know all of them hate me and never want to be around me again or never have anything to do with me. it’s clear that they all think I’m a joke and that I’m stupid, idiotic and boring. it’s so mean because I literally don’t do anything to them but they always act like they hate me and it makes me feel so confused because I don’t know what I did to deserve it. I feel like I should just stop trying because clearly nobody wants to be around me and everyone would be happier if i left anways.
