Friends to lovers// Javon Walton

Part 6

'What if they don't believe me and think that I am going crazy and I don't want to face the fact they he cheated on me because I am not good for anyone in the world and I should just live by myself and just let go. I mean it is for the best to let go and move on from the fact that he has cheated on me with my best friends for a long time and I did nothing to stop it from happening, but no I was to scared to leave because I don't want to get hurt anymore from the person that I thought loved me. But it was her and it was always going to be her. We went from strangers to friends, friends into lovers then strangers again, and now we are just going to be strangers.' -Yn mind

There was so many thoughts that was running in your head and you couldn't stop them from happening. You just wanted to let go and run away from the pain but that was not going to help. people always told you, you can't run away from what is happening you can only learn from it and help it. The past is always going to be in the past and you need to work on the future and only the future. At the end of the day you don't need someone to love you for the idea of having a girlfriend but for loving you for who you are and is not expecting you to be more then that. At the end of the day you are the only person that you can rely on and trust because people always leave you at your worse. 

'You don't need anyone, don't need anyone at all. You are way better off without them in your life. People come and they go but you you just stay, not for them for you and only you. if they want to change let them, but never let them tell you, you need to change as soon as they do dump there ass because they are not worth it YN, you don't need them they need you but they can't have you, Be the bad bitch that is wanting to let go and show what she is made of.' - YN mind

"so basically" - YN

"Yeah go on'- Javon

"Today was mine and Ethans anniversary and I had the whole thing planed with actives that we loved to do together and I was getting ready to go meet him at one of the places and he was there with Chloe who is my best friend...... and he cheated on me with her and it has been going on for months" - YN

"Cough cough was" -Jayla

"Right was because Jayla is and always will be no matter what happens between us" -YN

"Thank you" -Jayla

"So I am going to start giving up on love because I will never be good for anyone anymore"- YN

"I'm sure that is not true YN" -Jaden

"It is nobody wants me for me they only want to know me or date me to get close to my brother, no hard feeling Tom" -YN

"It's fine" - Tom

"YN we are so sorry for what he did for you, you can do so much better then that idiot" - Jessica

"Yeah" -Everyone

"Thank you guys anyways back to game night" -YN

Game night was going on for hours, there was laughter, happiness and sadness from both of the teams. At the end of the day everyone said there goodbyes and went to bed but before everyone went to bed YN had one more thing to ask....

Words 607