It will never be enough
Since one day I have an unsettled objective that I'm following without any course.
Yo gave me that objective, you promised me a better life. You promised me happiness, proudness and love. But you grab all this and waiste it to the trash.
But what's the worst thing? I still want you, I still need you, when you almost are giving me anything.
You don't apport anything good in my life but I'm hang on to you like a magnet. A hard magnet that if I try to separate hurts a lot, it make me hurt myself until the end: vanishing me. Evaporating myself to nowhere.
You want me to arrive to thath unsettled obvective, that destructive objective that you make me believe that it's the best end. Finally, that end, is also vanishing me.
It's a hard objective, a objective with a lot of effort involved. Thats why I feel proud, why I feel in control and and makes me feeling good.
Why? Because I'm accomplishing my life objetive.
But that is never enough. It will never be enough. Every step I done and I achive, every step more that I need to arrive.
And that's why, that's why it will never be enough.
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