All my life I wanted to speak.
All my life, I wanted to utter those 3 words.
I am afraid of rejection.
I am afraid of disgust.
I don't have the guts to scream.
I don't have the wits to get near you.
Only when the time is given.
Only when the time is right
Is it a good sign that you don't notice
Or a bad sign that you don't care
Either way I still want to say 3 words
Words that you might hate.
i've only known you for a short period of time.
Bonding wasn't an option for we were apart.
Apart from ways, apart from antics.
Different from what we are
I liked you for your perspectives.
The looks was just a bonus, as they say.
But hell, I'm just saying.
Here is why I said it now.
I'm slowly dying each and everyday.
I want you to know before I die.
A phrase that you may forget.
Anytime of your life.
I was convinced to say it.
For I have concived it for a matter of time.
Now is the perfect chance for me to say...
For we may part ways in any day.
I might die of my condition.
Keeping emotions out of bay.
Not thinking it could kill me now.
So here it goes.
Whatever I may say, you may react.
Whatever I may say, you may disgust.
The important thing is I'm saved.
Saved from the one I fear the most: REGRET.
My hands are now shaking, sign of guilt.
My heart is now pumping, sign of nervousness.
I'm already dying.
Atleast I'm happy.
I hope our friendship will still last.
I hope it won't end.
I hope you don't look down on me.
I hope I am dead.
I ADORE YOU.
