I wish I had
freedom
AUTHOR'S POV.
"Tae how many time's do I have to tell you! don't be so kind look what they did to you!! " jungkook shout as taehyung walk in the hallway
"jungkook I'm old enough to handle this I'm a lawyer" taehyung wipe his tears, jungkook clench his fist and stare at the ceiling ready to burst anytime
"jungkook can I have my own decision?can't I"? taehyung asked as he grab his slingback with files and some documents about the murder case
" what I'm saying is taehyung I know what gonna be good to you, to us!! we're getting married" jungkook said as he follow taehyung
taehyung ruffled his brown hair and rolled his eyes, he just want to have freedom to have space, to accept what he want, to decide what he want, taehyung know that jungkook is part of his life now but why he have to control his own life?, like jungkook own taehyung's life
taehyung turn around one more time before looking at his fiance, they dating for 5years and now getting married in a month
don't get taehyung wrong he really love jungkook, but he love himself to. it's that wrong? to be free on choosing what you want
"then what about you? did you accept your father's offer"? taehyung asked as jungkook look away " no" taehyung shake his head
"because I know and you know I don't want to be a fucking CEO I am prosecutor and I love this work my profession " jungkook said while slowly trying to held taehyung
"see you can decide for your self then what about me?, I can't decide because you think I'm not that good to handle that murder case"? taehyung said while wiping his own tears
" look taehyung i just know what right and what's wrong for y—"
"I want to think, I want to be alone" taehyung said before dashing off leaving jungkook alone.
At namjin's house
"hoseok bring the plates" Jin shout as he saw jungkook walking with smile
"ohh you didn't bring taehyung with you" Jin asked while Namjoon came with box of pizza
"hey jungkook what's up"? namjoon asked then kissed his husband cheeks
"joon change your clothes first"Jin said while Namjoon nod not wanting his husband to be mad (we don't want Jin to be mad aren't we?)
taehyung came with yoongi and y/n,jungkook smile at his boyfriend but taehyung didn't smile back which is knew
sitting with their friends laughing their asses off with Jin silly jokes and namjoons clumsiness.the night went on and on that they decide to leave one by one
well taehyung and jungkook are sitting inside of jungkook's car
" are we okay taehyung?" jungkook said taehyung didn't reply again still looking outside
"taehyung talk to me,tell me what's wrong"jungkook once again tried to start the conversation,but still taehyung didn't reply
" stop the car jungkook "
"what"?
" I SAID STOP THE CAR " jungkook immediately stop his car and saw taehyung unbuckle his seatbelt,go outside jungkook unbuckle his own seatbelt then follow taehyung
"taehyung go inside it's dangerous"jungkook said taehyung still didn't do what he said " taehyung I said fucking go inside of the car why your not listening to me" jungkook grab taehyung's hand only to meet a crying taehyung
"jungkook can i decided what I want?,can you follow what i want? can you hear me out? of course not!! because you controlling me always always always" taehyung start to cried
tried and lost
that what taehyung feels
"h-hey taehyung—
" I don't think we're going to work this out!,im tried I am don't you see? your controlling me.did you even asked what i want? it's that even hard to let me do what I want? I love you jungkook I really do b-but I can't " taehyung look up and saw jungkook already crying while shaking his head
"taehyung you didn't ment that right? you just need space right? tell me what's wrong and ill fix that just tell me" jungkook plead while hugging taehyungs torso
"im sorry jungkook but i didn't even know who i am,or what i want. I want to explore, I want to grew more" jungkook shake his head still murmuring *no*
"what about me? I can't live without you tae i can't please tae what about me"? jungkook plead kneeling on the floor
taehyung start to walk away again, while jungkook shouting his name again and again begging to comeback into his arms once again
but taehyung didn't
im sorry
being free is have to hurt
you
YOU ARE READING
At my worst
Fanfictioninspired by: one more chance movie jungkook didn't know that he started to control taehyung's life, when he realized it's late, taehyung is not with him anymore devastated he meet jimin along the way of moving on. he hold on blondes boy hand star...
