what is love... Is It Dangerous

party love?

The pizza has finally arrived I grabbed a few pieces of pizza before going to my room I heard buzz coming from my phone I sat the plate full of pizza on my bed an sat next to it I grab my phone Instagram it was a post

Fall party going crazy

Just Chris, justin and icker riding skateboard to the party

Icker and Chris having fun

Why is justin on the road I think he's drunk 🤨
They was at a party I could tell it was on Betty Instagram she like to capture moments like these and post them it seems like they was having fun is there a party love... Party... Love... When people go to party some people drink and some people don't some people go crazy and some don't some people make love in the person hours in there bedroom but soon get caught and try to lie about it while some people don't there's a lot of things that happens at party so I don't usually go so I could understand why they didn't invite me every time they say we are going to a party I will be at the party then go to a room in the dark and stay there then call an Uber to take me home I don't like party that much but it looks fun... I want to have fun...i want to go there to find love.. Maybe I will have fun with justin. . Wait why am I thinking about this.... I turn off my phone and place it on the bed I turn on a movie and watched it.. 5 minutes into the movie and I get another buzz from my phone again another post...

Us gang chill in the red room wish Kai was here

Dawg justin really picked up summer they would look cute as a couple
... I paused the first post about the red room looked cool but when I saw the other post I couldn't help but feel upset what was this feeling... Why was I mad.. Why should that be me... I'm I... Jealous... No.. No. No. No. No. No. I threw my phone onto the carpet floor tears falls down my face gently I wipe a tear away why am I crying.... The room was quiet all you could here was the moviv playing from downstairs and alex laughing the owl howling while the cricket made noise to feel the room the wind blows the trees till the leaves fall my pizza was getting cold I only and one more left... I guess I'll just save it... I wipe my tears and head down stairs I place my glass plate in the kitchen I was about to head upstairs but alex said something to me "haha omg this is too funny hey Kai come wat-"he paused after he saw my face " watch what" I said I was trying to brush it off "Kai was you... Crying" alex walked up to me and sat me down on the couch.. Was this happening.. What should I do... What do I say.. "I-i" I couldn't look at him "Kai.. What happened" alex place hes hand on my shoulder "alex when you think about someone and you think you when feeling for this person but then you see and post about the person with another person and it said they would look cute together does it make you feel like this" wow... I can't believe I said that... I never thought.. I feel this type of way about someone... It feels.. Weird.. Alex looked at me "Kai.. Is it justin" I paused he knew but... How....