The apocalypse disaster

Chapter 4: i am fine!

                           I went up to my bedroom to clean up as mom told. I undressed myself quickly and went into the shower. I thought about what happened. What would happen if i got bit?. Will they kick me out? Will my own family kill me? I washed my face, when i felt something stinging on my hand. I looked at it and saw, sht, there was a bite mark on my hand. I don't think its that deep but still. Now the thoughts run through my head once again. Tears was coming out of my eyes, thinking about it. I have to find away to hide this. I have to. I turned of the shower, wrapped the towel around my waist and went out. I chose a blue long sleeve shirt to cover the bite mark.  My heart  was beating fast as I went down the stairs. I sat down at the table with silence.

                            "Took you long enough" mom said. "come on and eat, you must be hungry after whatever happened outside" he said while putting a plate in front of me. I sat there and stare at the food in front of me, i was feeling quite different. I don't feel hungry anymore. Not for normal food maybe. "What are you waiting for? You usually eat everything quickly when you're hungry. Eat Felix, no child of mine is going to starve especially on these particular days. he said. I ate a bit of the food. "Why, does it taste weird?, why doesn't it taste like how it always does, why do i feel like i'm craving something. But i'm hungry aren't I? and its mom's cook. I've always liked them. Why this time it feels weird? Is it because i got bitten?" i thought. I know Mom is worried, but he doesn't show. "Felix, are you okay?" he asked "I'm fine" i said. I'm not i know i am not fine. But i'm afraid what would happen if they knew. Which they will sooner or later. My little brother Jeongin went up to me. "Hyung, what's that?" my little brother said pointing to the dark neck veins. "What?" i went up to look at the mirror. "I-" I was speechless. "Lixie- what happened" Han asked.

                       "I'm fine! i Swear!" I said. I turned around seeing my whole family. Scared, of me. Changbin hyung went near me. "You are not fine, Felix, you're bad at lying too" he rolled up my sleeve and revealed the bite mark on my hand. "Felix..."Han said.Jeongin was already hugging him. My anxiety rose. I pushed him away. Changbin fell to the ground. I was shocked of the strength i had. "I- I'm sorry, I didn't mean too" i collasped to the ground because of the pain that came from my neck. Mom and dad rushed towards me. I was crying, "it hurts make it stop" i yelled. Changbin hyung stood up and looked at me with a pitiful gaze. Mom tried to helped but i pushed his hand away and ran into my room. "Felix!" dad said.

                           I had mixed feelings, i was angry, i was sad, i was craving meat. Human meat. I started getting crazy. Throwing stuff around, scratching the walls and my bed. My room was a mess. Like a hurricane went through it. I started biting anything that i could bite through, the neck veins went higher and higher as i raged in the room. My family, outside,terrified. "I'm going in there" changbin hyung said. He slowly opened my room door, seeing what he thought be the last thing he would want to see. His dongsaeng, his brother, inside the room messed up and different. I turned around and shot a look at him, with hunger i ran towards him, but he manage to close and lock it in time. "what happened?" mom ask worriedly. "He-....Felix....I- i don't know" Changbin let out a sigh. "We couldnt possibly lose him right? He'll be fine right? Han asked.

                                 "Innie is scared.."Jeongin said as he hugged chan. "shh, don't worry innie, we'll try to save your hyung-"chan was cut off by a loud bang on the room door. I banged on the door slowly gaining my senses. Minute by minute, the banging of anger turned into banging of pleads. "P-please, let me out.."i said tiredly. Mom and dad looked at each other, unsure what to do. "Please, it hurts...it hurts!" i started crying, the pain once again grew. "i'm sorry lixie, I can't let you out" chan said through the door. "please! let me out....DAD PLEASE!" i pleaded. My whole family went silent no one knew what to say or what to do. The banging and yelling continued. I raged once again, but this time it was a shorter period as i was tired. I soon fell asleep on the floor. "

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