Ughh last night was horrible. My mom came home at 2 in the morning slamming things and laughing with her little guy friend. I wish my dad would have let me stay with him, but no he decided to let my mom have full custody and go and get a new wife and daughter. Left me with his crazy bitch of a wife.
I'm so sick of her shit. I never asked to live the Cinderella fucking life. I don't want to clean all day and get treated like crap and meet fucking prince charming. I want to finish school and leave this fucking town to become something.
I got out of bed feeling pissed the fuck off. Ugh maybe a shower will help relax me. I stripped and stepped into the shower, running water down my face. I sighed out maybe the day won't be bad just maybe something will go right today.
I wash my hair and body, then get out and brush my teeth. I walked back into my room and saw Cary sitting on my bed. "Jesus! how do u always get into my house?!" I yelled. She shrugged "A girl never tells her secrets baby doll hurry up I don't want to be late" She said scrolling through her phone.
"hmm you're being mighty quiet this fine morning what's up" I said waking into my closet to get dressed. "My mom lost her job at the hospital and she's freaking out she doesn't know how we're gonna get by, she's thinking about moving us to Texas with my Aunt Del" She said still scrolling through her phone.
I threw on some light denim blue ripped jeans with a white graphic tee that said If you're a racist, homophobe, or a non feminist, don't approach me cause I hate you. "What! why do u seem so calm about this you could be moving to freaking Texas" I yelled " Stop fucking screaming before u wake up your mom" She said looking up to glare at me.
"Well excuse me if I'm freaking out cause my bestfriend could be leaving me" I said brushing my hair out, "Well excuse me if I don't want to stress my mom more out than she already is Jul she lost her job there's nothing I can do about that if she's struggling to pay the bills and get us by I'm going to respect her decision whatever she decides because I know she only have our best interest in mind sometimes you have to grow up and face the fucking reality of life" She said sighing and standing up
"I'm sorry you know I didn't mean to upset u in anyway I'm just scared of losing my bestfriend you know I don't really talk to those other retards at school you were my main one you are the only retard I need" I said tearing up "Oh shut up you emotional shithead I love you and no matter what I'm still be your little retard" She said pulling me into her embrace
"hey I'm not emotional my flawless hair got in my eye cue the flipping of weave" I said flipping my hair. "Yass bitch work it strut strut ohh now turn" She said pulling me back and forth around the room she then stopped all of sudden "Julie I have something Important to tell you" She said her face looking serious
"What, what is it" I said panicking on the inside what if she's dying, what if she's pregnant, what if she killed someone and is on the run, omg who would she even kill and why, damn I should have helped her out with it. What the hell I sound fucking crazy right now
"Julie I........... heard from Jessica who heard from Amber who's brother heard from Micheal who went to this underground thing that Jared is some kind of underground street fighter" She said smiling like a psycho person
"Cary you can't always believe what people say, you know there's this thing in life called rumors ever heard of it" I said turning around and picking up my bag
"No seriously I think it's true Jules what if he really is a fighter" She said going to get her stuff which was sprawled all over my floor. "Well I don't really care about his life or him so come on let's go to this hell we call school" I said pushing her out my room
When we got downstairs my mom was sitting at the table with a tall blonde buff looking guy who looked like the after photo for steroids effect. He looked up and winked at me. I hate that my mom brings these disgusting pervy guys in our house.
"Hey darling won't you be a doll and wash the dishes and do Joe's laundry for" She said looking down and drinking her coffee
"No mom I can't remember I'm still a kid who has school you know the building where people go get a education and go somewhere in life" I said rolling my eyes. I heard Joe snicker a little bit
My Mom's eyes narrowed at me "I don't remember asking what you have to do I'm the adult in this house and you're going to do what I say or I'll be force to punish you" She said rising out her chair
Joe grabbed her arm and pulled her back down, "Honey why don't you let her go to school and do it later that way we'll have the house all to ourselves" He said smirking. Ugh what a disgusting pig
She sighed out "Fine go to school and soon as you get back I want this house spotless" She said sitting on Joe's lap. I stayed still and just glared at her.
What happened to the mom that used to dress me up and play princess with me, the mom that used to make my favorite foods on my birthday, the one who I knew I could always count on, the one I could talk to and cry to, I want my mom back not this bitch that replaced her.
Cary pulled me out the kitchen "Come on Julie we're gonna be late"
