I want to explode and let my anger just burst out,
Feelings I have will stay on the surface,
Being secure on the top of my wishlist,
But you make me feel like im not even worth shit,
looking at them and just wanting a chance,
But looking at them makes me feel like im worthless,
I know that you're tired of me being dark,
I hate it too but wanna be real,
Now im crying cause I break my own heart,
I make my own self mad,
When im dwelling on the past,
Its been months since that happened,
But I still have hate for you,
Her or he it doesn't matter,
I just wish I wasn't there,
Feeling so embarrassed cause I wanted something better,
Im looking in the wrong place,
I even cut off all my hair,
I was going through a phase,
That didn't take away the pain,
I was looking for a friend,
And I expected them to stay,
Hanging on to little faith,
From time to time I still feel hurt,
I just don't know who to blame,
YOU ARE READING
I want a change
SpiritualWe all have at least a few things we hate about the world and if it was possible, we would make everyone else hate those things too. I feel like i'm on my own in this lonely place we call earth. Bouncing back from every encounter with myself battlin...
