Infinite love // six the musical og fanfic

chapter 4

⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ mention of suicide and overdosing and sh ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

Matilda's pov:

I walked through to the dressing rooms, I kinda walked ahead of Aimie and Natalie, when I saw Millie in the mirror looking really upset. I'm gonna fix that.

" Howdy partner" I said in a texas accent. Millie frantically turned her head running over to me.
"PARTNER" she screamed. " Hey how are you? Why are you here? Wait are you part of the musical? Omg hi "
" Hello mils, I'm really really good, Aimie and nat brought me here with immy they picked us up today from the care home. And no I'm not part of the musical, I'd love to be though in the future" I replied pulling out of the hug then Aimie and immy walked in.

" Hey immy bear" I said lifting her up.
" She was wondering where you were and nat was busy so I brought her to find you" Aimie said turning to immy " immy we win we found her". Aimie high-fived immy as she giggled.
" Awh man " I laughed.
" Hi immy I'm Maiya I like your teddy. What's his name?" Maiya asked crouching to her hight.
" Blue!" She screamed
"Thats such a cool name. I have a question for you miss immy" she replied giggling
" Do you like ice cream ?" Mayia said raising an eyebrow. As immy nodded with the biggest smile on her face " well I have some ice cream in the green room for you, would you like some?"
Immy nodded again running to Maiya holding her arms up so Maiya picked her up.
" Let's go find that ice cream!"
Mayia replied as they walked out of the room.
"Bye immy, save some ice cream for me !" I waved.

Maiya is honestly incredible with immy I could tell she was gonna trust Maiya the most.

" Maiya is great with kids" Millie spoke up as jaye'j walked in.
" Hey girllllll, how's you?" Jaye'j said pulling me into a hug.
" It's all good I can't believe I get to call somewhere  my home now " I replied.

The tannoy went off.

Members of six this is you 45 minute call house is now open. This is you 45 minute call. Enjoy the show but most of all smiles. Can we have Millie to wigs that's Millie to wigs. Thank you

"Oh better go get my hair done, are you okay by yourself?" Millie said walking and speaking
" Yeah I am, cya " I smiled. As she waved walking out the dressing room.

I was by myself now Aimie had gone to get her costume fixed cause the sleeve ripped a bit. Nat was I don't know where. Immy was with Maiya somewhere.

I sat on my phone at aimie's desk scrolling through Instagram, I could her over the tannoy that I don't need your love was playing. So I quitely sung to myself.

Grace's POV:

I walked up to the dressing room door when I heard a shuttle singing I peeked my head to see tilda. I ran and got everyone we all stood there in amazement her voice is just stunning. The song had finished and we all clapped stood in shock.

Tilda turned round I'm more shock than we were

" That was...." I started as I got interruptted.
"Terrible I know. I'll get out you hair sorry" tilda said hanging her head low running out the room.
" Millie you go" Aimie said as Millie ran after her .

Tilda's POV:

God sake why am I so stupid they all hate me already for taking up their sapce and time. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me until I got to a toilet I ran in and grabbed my phone. I have been self harming for months now.

I'm so stupid. I cut my wrist as I watched the crimson red blood trickle onto the silver blade that cut me. Again. The aggonising pain had disappeared. Again and again I repeated until my arm was covered. I grabbed some pills and swilled them. I sat and curled up into a ball and cried waiting for them to do their job.

"Tilda it's Millie, come on open the door. It's just me I promise nobody else" I heard Millie whisper from the other side
"Everyone hates me" I wheeped.
"Nobody hates you mi amour everyone loves you " she replied as I clicked the lock so it was undone.

Millie came in and instantly saw my arm she kicked the blade out the way and embraced me in a big hug.

Millie's pov:

Why did she do this to herself. She was going pail and her eyes were slowley closing.

" Hey Tilly I need you to stay awake for me okay?" I asked her as she didn't reply. Her eyes were fully shut. "Tilly can u hear me ?"

Her skin went as white as paper and cold to the touch. Her breathing became lighter. What do I do ?

" Help! somebody help me!" I shouted over and over again until grace came badging in.

" Omg what happened?" Grace asked in shock Viki and Maiya appeared. Maiya was holiday immy in which Viki took immy and walked away.

Maiya came into the toilet stalk with me and check tilly

" Grace call and ambulance now ! Go get Aimie and the others. I can't find her pulse" Maiya stated as we carried her out the toilet stalk onto the floor where Maiya started to do chest compressions and for every thirty she did I blew into her mouth twice.

Grace's POV:

I ran to go get Aimie and the others. Best option is to get Aimie first and shout when we are running.

I got to Aimie and natalies dressing room and to my luck they were both there.

" Guys you gotta come quick" I said panicked as they were confused.
" Grace slow Down whats happened?" Natalie asked
" Tilly, ambulance. Maiya and Millie chest compressions" is all I managed to come out with. They both jumped up and we ran to the toilets.

When we got there everyone was there except from Courtney and Vicki as they were with immy. We're were stood in shock. Aimie was crying into Natalie's shoulder.

" Come on Tilly, come on" Maiya murmured to herself as a tear rolled down her cheak.
" Come on partner, wake up" Millie cried whipping away tears from her eyes.