No more pretending

Why do we pretend not to care when in fact we do?

Is it to protect ourselves from getting hurt?

We hurt ourselves more by ignoring our feelings and constantly wondering what could be.

Why don't we end the irony.

I just want to tell you how I feel.

So then we will know what's truly real.

No more pretending we don't want each other mentally and physically.

Why is the wall up I just want to tear it down with an axe.

I promise I won't treat you like your ex.

I will give you the best lovin.

I bet you didn't even know my nickname is Mclovin.

No more pretending you don't think of me and long for me.

No more restless nights.

Let's make our dreams a reality.

Because this is real I can feel it through my body when we touch.

When we talk I want it to last forever.

I love what we had before all the assumptions and misunderstanding.

Can we talk about how we feel.

No more pretending not to care.

Live life simply, live generously.

Care deeply. It's simple, if only it was.

I care and I want you to know but I'm afraid of your big male Ego.

You know once you know everything goes out the window.

I guess it's all about winning control.

Who cares most, who cares less.

Society has everyone brainwashed.

Thinking that if I be the first to say you make my heart sing.

I will look weak, but truth is you inspire me.

You make me want to be a better me.

You have such a positive impact on me.

I feel lucky like I just hit the lottery.

Can I tell you how I feel?

Because babe your the real deal

In time I guess I must embrace patients.

But I can't deny my heart is racing.

All the excitement and joy I feel when I'm around you.

I'm stuck on you.

I'm afraid that if I tell you, you might be scared and not ready.

But what's life if you don't take chances.

I have to break out of this shell.

He's so worth it but it doesn't help if he dont know it.