Healing Heart (Self Insert)

Healing Heart's New Journey

Y/N Pov

In life, its common for people to be in pain...but to be in pain while everyone else around you is in joy feels something else that makes you feel like you're being sucked into a void of self-inflicted negative feelings

I was your ordinary college student, but deep down, incidents and misfortunes can screw deeply into one's life, which happened to me. My parents were having a divorce after father was caught in a affair with someone else, second was that I have to leave my home city, just as I had been accepted to a university in my home city of Kyoto, I had to move to a different city due to my next reason

And lastly...I had my first heart attack on my first confession. I was rushed to the hospital where doctors operated on my heart to save my life, it turns out I was suffering from a condition called Arrhythmia that was laying dormant during 18 years of my life until now and because of the discovery of this, I was interred inside the hospitals for long months

Waking up in the same white room with the same ceiling was almost hell but fortunately, I had things to help pass the time and make my stay at the hospital atleast bearable. My classmates, friends and "Girlfriend" gave me get well soon cards, flowers and balloons, on my first week inside the hospital and regularly visit me, it felt like I was missed

But as time passes by, I soon came to realize what they were doing was just a class project that the teacher gave them and no one but a few handful of my friends visited but they also stopped coming as a month passed by

Yet despite my visitor counts slowly decreasing, Haruna, the girl who confessed to me, continue to go out of her way to visit me in the hospital. I was happy from her kindness to visit me once in a while

Of course, everyone has their limits as Haruna's visit became everyday, to once in a while...and then once a week. Whenever she visits me at the 2nd month of my stay, she would just sit down and not talk, she gave me occassional glances but thats about it until she really stopped coming for good

Doctors gave me medicine to stabalize my heart and a piece of paper on the recommended amounts of dosage. Along with a recommendation to switch universities where medical help can be quick

"I have spoken to your parents and we believe that its best not to go back to your old school". The doctor said to me as I sat on the hospital bed and he continues "We understand your education is a priority but continuing like this without supervision can be fatal, so I have spoken to your parents about a transfer"

So now, here I am, transferred into a new unfamiliar busy city, all alone as living in an apartment complex filled with other students that goes to the same university as I do. Its a modest place filled with everyday necessities, like a TV, Fridge, Electric Stove, and a Medical Cabinet, it was campus property in a sense

Moving away from Kyoto to Tokyo was a long journey so I was pretty tired and went to bed before even having a chance to greet my neighbors. I have 3 day off and 3 days to myself to come and look around in this new city and meet my neighbors

Not to mention procedures like Student ID's

Present, end of narration

After eating breakfast, a shower and my daily medicine, I lock my door behind me as students of the apartment came pouring out of their rooms. All of them were boys as this is after all the Male apartment buildings while the other tower was the Female apartments

I was in my first year of university and the guys along me were also in their first years. There was stairs and elavators in this 20 story tall building and I live in the 6th floor. Knowing my heart condition, I took the lift which the apartment had 4 of. 2 on the north and east side of the building. I enter into one and the lift descent into the ground floor where dozens of students make their way outside