That One Night ( A Ross Lynch Story )

It Was Just Sex

I woke up to the noise from the rain outside. I feel a arm around my waist I look down the arm has tattoos. I turn around and I see Ross asleep I look under the covers and we are both naked. I get some clothes on and lay back down Ross wakes up and whispers in my ear "good morning". "Oh, good morning" "wow we we're pretty rough last night" "yeah" he sits up on the edge of the bed and puts on his boxers and pants. He stands up and puts on his shirt on "you want to go out to eat"? He asks. "sure" I answer he puts his shoes on and I put on my shoes to. We walk downstairs I see no one downstairs they must be still asleep Ross opens the door slowly so he doesn't make noise. We walk out and he closes the door and we go in the car Ross tries to hot wire the car. It works and we take off he rolls down the windows and the wind is blowing his hair back. He puts his sun glasses and smiles at me. I'm having the best time with him right now I think im in love with him but i can't tell it will make things awkward even more than it is with him. We arrive at a diner we go inside it has Elvis Presley and Marilyn Monroe posters. We sit in the back and our menus come the waiter asks "what would you like to drink "? "a coke" "make that two cokes" Ross adds to my answer. He scoots closer to me he holds my hand and he looks into my eyes and smiles and kisses me. When we're done kissing we smile at each other then our drinks come. The waiter says "it's nice to see couples having a great time" "oh we're not together" Ross says "oh, sorry" the waiter apologizes to us "it's okay" Ross says. We order our food I don't talk to Ross all through when we're eating. We go back to the car he hot wires it again we back up I I ask "what do you you mean we're not together what was all that we did last night"? "we're not together, last night was just sex" he answers not bothering to look at me. "so what we did last night didn't mean anything to you at all"? "No" "OH MY GOD YOUR SUCH A ASSHOLE"! "why the fuck are you yelling" "cause I love you and to you it was just sex but to me it was love I thought we were making love not just having sex" he looks surprised what just came out of my mouth right now? Oh my god what did I just say? I just said I love him now he knows. He stops the car and asks "you love me"? "yes I love you Ross" "after what I did to you you love me" "yes I don't care" "No, no you can't love me I'm I'm not the kind of guy you want to love" "that's why I love you I shouldn't love you but I do" "I'm sorry Scarlett but I don't feel the same way" I am quite I'm shocked that he doesn't love me back. I don't talk to him I curl up on the seat and stair out the window crying. We go back to his house we go in the room I sit by the pillows and he sits on the edge of the bed. His head is down and his hand are pulling his hair back he leaves the room for the rest of the day. Later someone knocks on the door "come in" I say it's Eric "hey" he brings me a McDonalds bag "thank you" I say "are you okay" he asks me "yeah" "Ross told me you told him you love him" "yeah" "you know he loves you to he just doesn't want to admit it" he puts his hand on my shoulder and says "well I better go before Ross comes back" "where did he go"? "he said he was going to Michael's house to smoke some weed" "oh" "don't tell him I told you" "don't worry I wont" he leaves the room.

I finished my food and then I went to sleep. I hear someone open the room door in the middle of the night. I turn to see who it is and it's Ross I see he has blood on his hands he takes off his jacket and he has a lot of blood on his shirt. He walks to the side of the bed where I'm laying at to check if I was asleep. I see him put a bloody knife on the night stand he takes off his pants and shoes there covered in blood to. He takes off bloody gloves and picks up the knife with his shirt and he puts all of his stuff that's covered in blood in a bag. He leaves the room I sit up on the bed I see him through the window at the backyard he puts the bag in a old trash can and lights it on fire. He leaves it burn for a while then he burns it out by turning on the water hoes. He comes back in side and takes a shower I can hear the water go on. Later he comes back in and lays next to me he doesn't hug me or rap his arm around my waist like he always does he just turned his back to me.