"Ugh could time go by any slower?" I said while sitting at the lunch table with Amy, Destiny, and Sianna.
"I know right, it feels like the closer we get to the end of the day, the sower time moves." Sianna said. She was my best friend, she was the one person out of the clique who knew everything there was to know about me. The only person in the world.
"So Destiny, how did everything go last night?" Sianna asked, smiling and leaning in.
"OH MY GOSH!" Destiny shouted with excitement, "It went!" she said jumping up from the lunch table.
"No way!" Amy, and Sianna said.
I wasn't sure what they were talking about but I knew if I waited a few more minutes I would be able to figure it out.
"So we need details." said Amy.
"Guys," I said, "In just ten minutes our junior year will be over!"
"Oh my gosh you're so right!" Sianna grinned.
"We will officially be seniors!" I said with the biggest smile ever.
"Okay back to me," Destiny waved me off. "Okay, so we went to razoos, and we were at the table, and I started rubbing his leg with my foot, but he tried to act like he didn't feel it, so i moved across the booth to his side of the table to sit next to him, and he was still trying to act all awkward so I slowly slid my hand in between his legs and started you know..." She explained suggestively.
"No we don't 'know' " Sianna laughed, "so say everything" she added.
"Ugh okay," Destiny groaned. "I started grabbing on his junk and kissing on his neck, and i felt it jump up and poke my hand, so I got up and went to the car and he followed me. The whole car ride was silent, he didn't even turn on the radio, and then, when we got to my house I put his car in park, and got out, and of course he followed me... we got to my room, and BOOM, it happened." She finished with a smile.
"Wow! Was it good?" Amy asked.
"Girl yes!" Destiny responded. "He wore me out. In my head I was like, "I see why people love it so much."
"Wait, so you had sex with him?" I asked.
"No Duh" Destiny rolled her eyes.
They continued talking, but it zoned out. I couldn't even get excited when i heard the last bell of my junior year ring because I was so consumed with, I don't know, its hard to explain... but I was the only person I knew who was still a virgin at 17. Every one in the clique had lost their virginity but me, which was weird because I was the one everyone envied, because of how pretty, and popular I was.
When I pulled up at my house I went straight to my room. I needed to call someone, anyone, but not Sienna, I could not talk to her about this... so I called Camden. Camden was my boy best friend, and he was the finest boy at my school.
He answered on the second ring. "Yo."
"Cam, were you sleep?" I asked.
"Yeah, but I'm up now." he responded.
"Oh, guess what." I said.
"What?" he responded.
"Destiny and Derek did the nasty."
"Oh..." he said sarcastically.
"Cam, I'm serious, if i tell you this you have to swear not to tell anyone." I said in my baby voice.
"Ok" he said.
"I'm a virgin." I rushed out hastily. It was nothing but dead silence for about thirty seconds.
"You lying." he said.
"No I'm not, I'm still a virgin, swear."
"Oh wow, why?"
"I'm not no hoe, why you saying it like that? I just haven't found nobody worth giving it to."
"I wasn't saying it like that. I don't think you a hoe, I was saying that cause you fine, and you don't seem like you should be a virgin," he said.
I was smiling, but of course I wasn't gone tell him that.
"You always say I'm fine" I said.
"Cause you are... You fine as hell, the finest girl at that school." I was smiling even harder.
"You wanna come over?" I asked.
"Yeah." he responded.
