Dear Sunoo ♡ | Sunki [Discontinued ]

Part 19

09.20.2022

Ugh it's been a while, I haven't written anything down here yet. I mean I pretty much have nothing to write it down on this piece of paper.

After the party I didn't see Sunoo and haven't contacted him yet too. It's just embarrassing you know, getting rejected by the person you love, it may not be embarrassing to someone else but it is to me. I feel like I can't face him anymore. I told him it was a joke and I hope he took it as a joke too but part of me is hoping that he should know that I like him. You know what I mean? Its so complicated.

As I said I haven't contacted Sunoo and he didn't even contact me too. I mean not even a text message like hi? Or how you doing? I feel like I'm overthinking everything.

But, I heard from Jake that Sunoo is with Sunghoon again. I mean sure he can do whatever he wants, and it hurts but I know that he truly likes Sunghoon.

09.22.2022

I was sitting in the library, trying to get some work done. It was during my free period and I really wanted to get ahead on my work. I had a lot of essays due at the end of the week.

But, as usual, my mind kept drifting back to Sunoo. I kept thinking how stupid I am to like someone who is already dating. I mean okay I liked him before him dating someone else but still it just doesn't make sense to me. My mind is so confused right now I don't even know what the heck I'm writing here right now.

I shook my head and tried to clear out those thoughts. Cuz like there was no point in thinking about it anymore.

I took my phone out of my pocket and stared at His number, it's been almost 20 days since I haven't connected him. Should I call and ask how he is doing with his new boyfriend? Not new but still new.

I sighed and put my phone back in my pocket, I don't know what to do. Part of me wants to reach out to him but the other part is telling me that it would be a mistake. Mistake? What am I saying. Ugh why is my life so confusing. Sixteen and already in love, must be rare. So like this I kept thinking and thinking but then my phone rang. You know like really loudly, I was in the library, and it was so quiet in there. And the volume of my freaking phone was really high.

So I answer it and it was Jungwon. Why did I expect if would be Sunoo. Anyways, as I said I answered.

"Hey" I said quietly.

"Niki? Sunoo called me and said that you aren't picking up his calls. Did you guys fight?"

What the heck. He called? Nah

"What do you mean? I didn't get any calls from him" I said cuz no one called me yet, only Jungwon.

"I don't know, Just check or do something. I'm just telling you what he told me to do" and he hang up.

Okay that's it. He called and I didn't pick up? What is going on with me?

I started at my phone screen again, searching through the call history of he actually called but no! There was nothing except the call I got from Jungwon a few minutes ago.

So, I dialed his number and called him, Kim Sunoo. After freaking 20 days.

After few seconds he picked up and was "Yo Niki, you finally called me"

"Hey, Jungwon told me that you called me" I said cuz Yeha that's what he told me.

And then he said "Oh nah, I lied I didn't. I mean why do I have to call you first?"

What.

"I don't know, I mean yeah whatever"

"Oh yeah, sunghoon wanted to invite my friends over, so wanna come over to for a sleepover?"

"Who's going to be there?"

"Me and him, Jake and his friend Heeseung, you and Jungwon. Also I'm inviting Jay Hyung. Is it fine? You know my relationship with Jay, so I was asking like is it okay for me to invite him over?"

"Oh yeah completely fine. I will be there. Bye" and I freaking hang up.

He invited me over for a sleepover? Oh man. I was just trying to get over him and forget. And it was kinda working I guess but now after 20 days he is making meet and stay for a night with him, and others too.

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