Sad Memories from a sad Girl!

I love you, But you love her.

Warning: sexual content ahead!

I love a man who could never love me back in return! But yet I lay up with him and let him use me for his own greedy selfish needs! I know I shouldn't be doin this but it feels so good to get any type of attention from him! So if I have to use my body to at least hold onto him for a tad bit longer then so be it! The way he caresses my body every touch sends a tingle to the right place! The soft kisses, licks, & bites only drives me more insane as he fills me up more and more reaching for high places! My moans and profanity bounces off of every surface around us! I hold onto him for dear life as he takes me to an extreme amount of pleasure! I cry out because it's too much! His groans and cuss words only heightens my wildness! He takes me from the back in one swift movement and now this is an new feeling for me! I call his name out repeatedly! I feel it in my stomach! The tightness I can feel it building up! My mind is all fuzzy but I'm in complete euphoria! One minute I'm on top then he's over me and behind me! We're just devouring each other away! Not a care in the world! Just two people entangled in each other! Just two people who know this isn't supposed to happen! He's in love with her, but yet fucking me! You know he really tells me beautiful lies! Knowing that I shouldn't believe but always keep that tiniest hint of hope!
~oh nun! Just a sad girl! With such sad memories rambling on~