My Mentor, My Coach, My Inspiration.

Chapter 2 "The Unexpected One"

Admiring - the right word for my admiration for Ma'am Auds and Ma'am Roms. I admire them because of the talent they have, also because they are so smart. The way they handle a situation without getting angry or pissed off is the thing that impressed me. I hope my patience is as long as theirs.

May goal, Being Summa Cum Laude, Is because of what i've learn from them. So if I will be the Summa Cum Laude, it's because of them.

Ma'am Auds taught me that you don't really learn if you don't fail at least once, Because Failure will always be a part of every success. You can't learn something if you don't try. Having a failure does not mean that you will not be successful one day, Failure is just a proof that you are really trying something.

While, Ma'am Romcel helped me realize that all successful people go through difficult situations. She also taught me that no dream can be formed if there is no dreamer, Because of her I also thought that you don't need to be smart to achieve a dream, what you need is to be patient in waiting and reaching what you promised yourself.

Those were the advices that impressed me, let's just say that what they said also helped me to recover faster from my anxiety, it also helped me as a student. Because of that, I am more motivated especially in studying. I was motivated because I knew in myself that there are those kinds of people behind me who can help me anytime I'm having a breakdown.

Well, one of my teachers sometimes thinks that Ma'am A is my favorite or someone special to me, what she doesn't know is that she is also special to me. It's not obvious because I don't want to make it obvious to her, But deep inside she's more special than Ma'am A.

Somehow I see myself becoming more productive in class, especially when Ma'am A visits our class sometimes. I am also thankful that I met them, and now they are two of my inspirations.

(Ang sakit na sa ulo Mag English... mag tatagalog na po ako hahaah)

Naging Inspirations ko sila for almost 2 years? yah, 2 years na nga. Dahil din sa kanila nakapagbitaw ako ng isang pangako, pangako na hindi ko alam kung kaya kong gawin. Ito ay ang pangako na Babalik ako pagkatapos ng mahabang panahon sa college. Dala-dala ang isang karangalan, ang karangalan ng pagiging Summa cum laude. Yes, tama kayo ng basa. Simula Bata naging pangrap ko na ang maging Summa Cum Laude o pumasok sa Latin Honors.

Doctor, yan talaga ang gusto ko maging sa hinaharap, Kaso 10 years?! Mygad parang graduate na yata lahat ng kaklase ko tapos ako nagaaral parin... Dahil na rin sa suggest ng mga relatives ko.. naisipan kong mag Law kahit na hindi ako interesado sa mga Laws, Pero lately napalapit na rin ako sa Law kaya naisip ko na un nalang ang kunin since magaling naman ako sa memorizations.

Kaso paano ko maabot ang pagiging Summa cum laude kung ngayon pa nga lang hirap na ako sa subject, what more pa sa college diba? Minsan naiisip ko na rin na parang imposibleng matupad un. Kaso alang alang sa mga salitang binitawan ko, i think kakayanin ko naman since both of my inspiration ay pasok sa Latin Honors haha.

Pero bilang Highschool Student, kailangan ko muna magfocus sa present. Present na hindi ko alam kung kakayin ko pa lalo na ung English teacher ko may Wattpad account na...huhuhu

Gusto ko kasi pagbalik ko sa ICSB masasabi ko na "Ung Estudyante nyooo Attorney na sa wakas". Un ung pangako na pinanghahawakan ko hanggang ngayon. Gusto ko na ngang bitawan ung pangako na un eh, kaso she keeps reminding me na "Magiging Attorney ka rin", And i'm lucky to have teachers like them.

Kaso ganun ba talaga kapag mataas ang goal mo? Mas maraming humaharang? Maraming sagabal?

Sinisira ako ng Past ko, My Past is reminding me na hindi ko kaya. Wala akong kakayahan para matupad kung ano man kung kinakailngan kong tuparin, And my Future's telling me na "You can and You Will".