• 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐛𝐲 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞• ||𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈 𝐁𝐄𝐎𝐌𝐆𝐘𝐔

ANTI-ROMANTIC

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Y/N Pov:

Today was Saturday and Beomgyu and I decided to work on the project in his place.

I packed the things I needed for the project and was about to leave but when I opened the door I saw my mother entering. She was completely drunk.

She had been like this since last week. She would always come home at night being drunk but today she came early being drunk.

,,Yaa, where are you going..?", she asked. I ignored her and was about to leave but she held my hand.

,,Y/N-YA...!,"she called my name.

,,I'm sorry...", she said and sniffed.

,,I realized my...my mistake. I...shouldn't have reacted like that. I was just shocked. I thought about all the bad things that would happened if your report says that you're a bully."

,,But...why..?", she hiccuped.

,,Why did you do that..?", she asked and waited for my answer but I remained silent. I just looked to to the floor.

,,I was busy dealing with your report that I barely talked to you. I'm sorry..", she said and started to cry. My eyes widened.

But I still stayed silent.

I was looking outside with teary eyes while my mother waited for my answer.

,,You...", I began but stayed silent for a minute.

,,You're drunk...you will forget this anyway...", she let go of my hands and was shocked at my answer but I just left.

I controlled my tears from falling down.

It hurts.

It hurts to know that you're mother went through a shit because of your shitty behavior.

I was really disappointed at myself, the moment when she said that she was busy cleaning my report, I hated myself.

Even if she hit me. Even if she scold me. Even if she regretted being my mother.

I deserved it.

,,Y/N don't cry..or you'll look ugly. Beomgyu might think I cried.", I told myself so I could stop cry but it made it even worse.

In the end, I let it all out. My tears dropped every second and I regretted it for making my mom a hard time.

I will do better, mother.

I promise.

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