I HATE ROBIN!

I hate my life

TW:

Cussing

SH

Bullying

I decided that maybe if slept then I wouldn't have to think about those jerks- but of course I was wrong. It took a while, but as soon as I started to drift of the sleep, my mind wandered back to that stupid robin!

7:45 am, Monday

I woke up late today, at 7:45. Usually I'd wake up at 6 because since my dad isn't much help, I have to get everything ready for all of us. I used the bathroom, fixed my hair and got dressed quickly, then I went downstairs. I saw the tv on and my sister Gwen on the sofa. I didn't see my dad so he must have gone to work already. 

"Hey finn! I was going to wake you up but I figured that you needed extra sleep. Oh and I got breakfast ready today." She said as she smiled.

I was thankful to have an understanding sister like her, I nodded and we both ate breakfast. 

Now it was 8:30. I guess I took long to get dressed! School was starting at 9:00 so we had 30 minutes left. We sat around and watched tv. After about 10 minutes ( yes ik that isn't long but🤷) we started walking to school it took 20 minutes since Gwen is slow, but at least we got there on time.

It was only first period and guess who I have in my math class? Robin Arellano!

That dumb bitch was also in my history, and history. I couldn't have anything good in my sad life can I?

All thought my classes robin was bugging me and he wouldn't leave me alone. As expected after school I got beat up again. Can't he leave me tf alone?

After getting beat up again I fixed my wounds and went outside to find my friends. Today was the day that I would tell them the names of my bullies- or so I thought.

"Finney! There you are" Bruce chimed " these are our new friends! Robin Arellano and Vance hopper! " 

Damn it first they are in most of my classes then they beat me up and now there fitness with bruce!

I swear these boys are trying to ruin my life! After talking to my friends,and robin and Vance who were giving me death stares and smirks, we all went home. My day wasn't done yet though, we I went home my dad beat me up for coming home like 1 second late! 

I wouldn't be surprised if one day I wake up to see a poster with my picture on it saying " human punching bag, Finney Blake!"

I went to my room debating wether I should end it all now. I wouldn't want to leave Gwen though, so maybe after she's living with someone who will treat her better than dad or maybe when she's living alone. 

Either way I was done for today and needed some relief. I got my "random box of things" I removed the lid and took out some scissors. 

⚠CAUTION: GRAPHIC CONTENT UP AHEAD- ⚠

If you are uncomfortable with the following then don't read it:

-blood and gore 

-SH

Again if you are uncomfortable then don't read and instead skip it

⚠Last warning before we start⚠

beginning now...

I took out the scissors and cut parts of my hand, I wasn't that deep but a lot of blood was gusting out. I quickly put everything away and ran to the bathroom. I wrapped up my hand in bandages. It wasn't like people would question me if I had bandages wrapped around my hand because I got beat up quite a lot. I just wanted the pain to end. I wanted to fall a sleep and never wake up.

If Robin wasn't going to kill me, then I'll do it myself.

END OF GRAPHIC PART 

I lied down on my bed and slowly fell asleep. I I felt a soft blanket on me and assumed it was Gwen. I was going to thank her in the morning for taking care of me even though I should be taking care of her.

at night I heard a few dings from my phone, I assumed it was nothing, but I didn't know Bruce had made and group chat with all of us. I also don't realize that robin and Vance had made a group chat with only me and them. They were spamming me with threats.

I hate Robin...

I hate my shitty little life...

This chapter was hopefully longer and you guys enjoyed it.

I'm sorry for making a bloody and gorey( is that a word) part 😅

Next chapter will be here soon!