The first of our meeting was limited to virtual chat, but I knew that he and I were in the same college, and in the same department. I like him. Yes he is, the man who managed to make me fall in love for years I closed my heart to whoever it was, he was different. From the way he treats women well, the way he replies to messages, and the way he always listens to my stories and he is very good at singing, and playing guitar. Sometimes he sings a song for me, my favorite song. I really like it.
Day after day, month after month. My feelings for him are growing, until one day. I trying to confess my feelings to him. Yes, to him. Alex Turner. Alex reciprocates my feelings, he has the same feelings, but...he can't be in a relationship yet. He has a pretty painful past and have a trust issue. Ah well, it's okay even if it hurts, because I can't have a relationship with him. But, it didn't matter to me, the important thing was that Alex and I remained close and remained friends.
Until one day, on Saturday. The day I look forward to the most, because it's in Tasikmalaya. The city that brought me to Alex for the first time, huft I was really excited.
"Hi Alex" I greeted, when he picked me up right in front of my boarding house, where I lived while studying in Tasikmalaya.
"Hello, you're really beautiful Billie" he complimented with a small smile at me. Oh how sweet, I thought.
"Where are we now?" I asked to Alex
"How about eating? Have you eaten?" Alex asked to me
"Not yet, good idea" I replied cheerfully
*Arriving at the restaurant
"What do you want?" Ask Alex
"Just like you, I like anything" I replied to Alex
"Aih, okay" said Alex while ordering fried chicken with spicy rice field. Yes, it's food that almost everyone likes, including me and Alex.
Alex and I sat in the place that had been provided. Alex sat down, and put down his bag. Then move away from the seat.
"Alex, where?" I asked a little worried to him
"Wait a minute Billie, I want to get an ashtray" he said and smiling
Before long, Alex came back to sit in front of me. While waiting for the food to be served. Alex smoked a cigarette quietly. Aih, he is very handsome has not changed either in virtual or in real life.
"Hey billie" said Alex
"Eh...umm... may I ask a question?" I bit awkwardly because Alex didn't realize I was watching him
"Sure you can, why?" Alex ask to me
"Have you been smoking for a long time? Is it delicious? And may I?" I asked while chuckling
"Hahaha, it's you. It's just weird. No, you can't. Its so delicious, but you can't smoking Billie." He said while laughing
"Why is that? You're smoking. I also want" I took 1 cigarette but Alex quickly grabbed it
"Hey, for what? no. Should not." Say it while holding hands, I feel the contact he is holding, then I hold Alex's hand
"Hahaha I'm just kidding Lex. Besides, I don't dare. I have, but only once. It's over. Not anymore" I said
"Next time don't, you are a woman. It's dangerous you know. But, it's up to you, that's your right," said Alex. And soon Alex's and I's food was ready.
"Thank you sir" I said to the waiter
We also ate our food together, I told a lot of things that I had experienced so far to Alex at that place, after that Alex occasionally asked me anything about it. I made some weird jokes that might seem "crunch" to Alex or anyone else, but Alex still laughed at me. Oh sweet.
After we finished eating and satisfied to talk. I have the feeling more and more, I... like I'm in the feeling of falling too much for him. Yes, I love him. I enjoyed spending time with him, and talking to him. Before going home, he and I took the time to take pictures first. Because, I know. It's not easy to ask Alex hangout like this. After that, Alex took me back to the boarding house. And Alex said goodbye to me, and then we high-fived, which I'm sure will probably become our mainstay high-five ahahaha. I'm so happy!
