not meant to be. | Minsung

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Jisung parked next to the sidewalk because it's best to be safe than sorry. "Do any of the cops come by randomly?" He asked, letting Minho out of the car. "That other cop earlier seemed to be here for no reason."

"I have a feeling she was there for no reason, how would she know that you're there?" Minho said, holding his hand. "Let's go!" Minho dragged Jisung into the house before letting go and running to his room. Minho hugged his cats and giggled. "Hi, babies!"

"Oh- you still have them?" Jisung recalled Minho's cats from high school. He loved them, they were so sweet to him. "I don't think they remember me though." Jisung let out a soft laugh before holding his hand out for the cats and not getting too close in case he scared them.

"Mm, they seemed calm when you were hiding in here," Minho said laying down and getting comfy. "Come," Minho said, opening his arms up for Jisung.

Jisung gladly ran into Minho's arms and nuzzled his face into Minho's neck. He left a small kiss on his nape and put a hand on Minho's back, slowly rubbing it. "You feel so warm." He mumbled, sighing.

Minho giggled and caressed Jisungs cheek, staring at him with a bright smile on his face. Minho slowly bit his lip and hid his face in Jisungs neck. "You're so perfect Jisung."

"You're even more perfect." He let out another sigh before softly playing with the hairs at the nape of Minho's neck. He buried Minho's face in his chest and hugged him tightly. "I can't believe I ever let you go. It was the biggest mistake of my life."

Minho slowly blushed. His. Face. Was. In. Jisungs. Tiddies. Minho tried not to panic and just hugged back. "It's okay, you have me now, right?" Minho said, keeping his face in Jisungs chest, causing his words to get mumbled.

Jisung chuckled and lightly kissed Minho's forehead. He hummed in response and rubbed Minho's back down to his thigh (no bad intentions stfu)- He then lifted Minho's chin to look at him. "I hope I'll always have you like this."

"Mm, I'll always be by your side even when I'm not there." Minho glanced at Jisungs lips before making eye contact, licking his own. Minho placed his arm on Jisungs waist and giggled. "I missed you, Jisung," Minho whispered, staring at his lips again. Minho wondered if they still felt the same after all these years and if Jisung still tasted the same.

Jisung smirked at him. "What's your fascination with my lips now?" He asked, chuckling. "You seem to be very intrigued by them." And then Jisung made a choice he would probably regret his whole life- he leaned down and softly pecked Minho's lips as a soft tint rose to his cheeks.

"Was it that hard Jisung?" Minho blushed before just pulling Jisung down again and kissing him, passionately. He missed kissing Jisung like that. Just random kisses out of nowhere. They could be long or short. Minho slowly pulled away and stared at Jisung. "Jisung... I think I still love you." Minho blurted out. He didn't know why, I mean, Jisung could've been playing with him this whole time.

"God, I don't think I love you, I know I love you." Jisung put his hands on Minho's cheeks and kissed him again. "I regret leaving you from day one, but I never let myself admit it. I was so stupid, how could I let you go? Someone like you? I love you so much." Jisung cupped Minho's cheeks and smiled at him softly with glossy lips.

"Please never leave me again," Minho said, hugging Jisung tightly. "I don't want to lose you again." Minho hid his face in jisungs neck. Minho knew it was wrong to still like Jisung, but Minho saw another side to Jisung. He was secretly a very lovable man, but they were on opposite sides, Minho was risking so much by just talking to Jisung without being told to. They weren't even just talking, they were all over each other. Minho had a feeling he was going to lose Jisung again but he just hoped that maybe, they did truly get to stay together this time.

"I don't want to lose you either.. but.." He sighed. "How are we going to manage to keep a stable relationship with each other? It's not your fault, it's mine. I just... I can't stop doing what I do, and you certainly shouldn't. We're just... I don't know, I love you enough to do anything for you, but we're just on two different spectrums, and you're on the good side. You'd get into so much trouble if anyone found out what we were doing." Jisung sighed and hugged Minho. "But I can't lose you, not again."

"I won't ever let you lose me," Minho said, hugging him tightly. "I will do anything to keep you Jisung, just please.. let us work again," Minho said, kissing his jawline repeatedly. "Why shouldn't I quit?" Minho said, tilting his head. "I love you Jisung, I do, you're the only one I want."

Jisung sighed and smiled. "Let's just stay like this for a while." He mumbled, resting his chin on Minhos head. "I just want to stay like this with you. Feels really nice." He slowly closed his eyes and kissed Minho's forehead. Then he grinned, "I think it was meant to be if we met like this again."

"I think so too. Let's cuddle forever." Minho said, pecking his lips and laying his head on Jisungs shoulder. "I love you so much." Minho softly giggled and hugged Jisung tightly.

"I love you more." Jisung said with a smile, slowly scratching his fingers through Minho's hair. "I think you should get some sleep. I didn't let you rest at all last night. I still do apologize for that." He laughed loudly. "Come to think of it I doubt any of this would have happened unless I broke in."

"Exactly, so no need to apologize." Minho said, kissing Jisung slowly and passionately before pulling away. "Sleep tight Jisung." Minho said, laying in the others arms comfortably. "I love you.." Minho mumbled before falling asleep.

"I love you too." He replied, softly kissing Minho's forehead. He hugged the boy to his chest and soon fell asleep as well. Comfortably, peacefully, happy 😩 that should be me the world is so unfair

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