Bad Idea (Sequel to b.p) ʍ.ɛ

Ch.8

1/21/18
MATTHEW'S POV

When we finished we laid down next to each other breathing out. Panting.

"I missed you so much Ana." I said to her. the messages stopped after I left Ana and found Jordan. They've stopped and now i can be with her and not have them anymore.

"I missed you Matt. Why did you leave in the first place?" She asked. I never thought she was going to ask that, now that she has what should i say?

"I don't know i guess the fame just got a little too much in me and i wasn't ready." I said

"Yet you said that you were ready you said you won't leave me and that you wanted this but yet you left." She said looking in my Chocolate eyes while i looked at hers. "you broke your promise....... our promise" she looked straight. With her head on my chest and her staring out the window.

"I know i broke the promise. It was the worst thing ever. I was childish and stupid. It was a bad idea to leave you. Im sorry" she nodded without looking at me. She turned over so her Back was against me. She gasped. Got up pulling the sheets with her covering her body.

"Ana you took the sheets off me" I said laughing she turned around and started laughing as well.

"Oops?" i shook my head she walked over to her closet. I stood up pulling my boxers on. I followed her as well. She was changing as i walked in.

"I like that shirt" i said with a smirk.

"yeah me too it smells like you" she said i Have been looking for that shirt forever. I guess while she was packing from leaving she accidentally put it in with everything else.

She walked passed me and i had a temptation to smack her butt so i did.

"Matt stoppppppp" She whinned and i laughed. She went up to Jayden and started changing him and feeding him. 15 minutes later Jayden was done eating. Ana was lightly hitting his back so he would burp. He burped which caused Ana to crack a smile.

She placed him back on his crib as he started to fall back asleep.

"We should do round 2" I said with a smirk and earned a smack from her.

"Are you serious Matt im so sore." she let out a laugh and i pouted.

She laid down on the bed. I walked over to the bed and laid down next to her. I can finally call her mine again. I put my arms around her and pulled her closer to me.I can finally stay.

11:30pm

My phone was ringing. i looked over at Jayden and thank god he was still asleep. I looked at Ana and she was asleep. She's a heavy sleeper and i was thankful for that. My phone stopped ringing. I laid back down thinking who could it be. I soon fell asleep with Ana in my arms again.

11:50pm

Once again i woke up from my phone ringing. i looked at Ana then Jaydan and they were both sleeping. I groaned. I picked up my phone not bothered to look at the caller I.D.

"Hello?" i said really annoyed and tired.

"Why hello Matthew." I remember that voice. I jumped of the bed and walked into the bathroom.

"What do you want?" I said rather harsh.

"What did i say about being around Ana, HUH?" he said raising his voice.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN?" I yelled then realized that Jayden and Ana are asleep.

"I mean get out of that house or im coming in and destroying stuff." I felt tears threatening to let loose. I said a simple 'okay'. I walked over to my pile of clothes putting my clothes on.

I could have swore that i could have been with her forever. I did. i decided to write a letter not to make me look like a dick. It literatly looks like i came here for forgiveness and after getting that then it looks like i have been using her for sex ever since. I feel bad and guilty again. Oh my god i can't believe i'm doing this again. I walked over to Jayden. and picked him up he was awake.

"Hey buddy im sorry im leaving again..... i don't know when i'll be back." i let a tear slide done my face. "Just know that i love you and im only doing this for you and mommy's safety." He had a smile plastered on his face. If only he understood.

"I'm sorry Jayden you are going to be good person when you get older and i don't know if you'll have me by your side. I hope you do." I closed my eyes thinking how Jayden would live with only one parent.... and Probably Dominik.

"Jayden i can't believe im doing this again. I dont want to do this anymore." My phone vibrated in my pocket.

U: Come on Matthew you have 5 minutes.

I turned my focus back on Jayden.

"When i come back. I will be with you and mommy again. and i will give you guys all the love i haven't given you guys."

u: tick tock the mouse went up the clock.

I rocked Jayden back in forth. Soon he was asleep. I placed him on his crib. I kissed him on his cheek. Letting tears pour down my face. I walked over to Ana. i kneeled down next her.

"I love you Ana. I know i don't deserve a chance after this but I'm hoping I'll get one." I kissed her on her lips and walked towards. I walked up the door. When i opened it i saw 2 guys with mask on wearing black.

"I'm coming ever heard of saying bye." I walked down the stairs without another word. I realized how do they know where she lives? how do they know which room is hers? How did they know i was specifically in her room? i could have been in Dominik's or Chris'

When i got to the stairs i woke up Jordan. she wouldn't wake up so i carried her to the car. I opened the back door and threw her in *gently*. i closed the door. and went to the drivers door. and started driving back 'home'.