Lost in translation

Struggling to translate where I'm going and where I've been, heads overflowing, drowning in thoughts, where do I even begin ?

Want to move forward but can't choose a path tried to work it out, but I can't get the math.

Sometimes I feel like I'm in a foreign land don't know this language I can't understand, or maybe my language is so rare and unique most don't comprehend all they do is critique.

Attempting to translate life lived in the past will keep me broken living life in a cast, there is no translating the pain I've endured too many pieces it's quite absurd.

Most of my life I felt lost, both parents gone at this orphans cost, lost many years heart had a hole lost part of my soul till I was blessed with my first born and together we'd grow.

Loving is easy but my mind keeps getting lost, when I think things are good I am stung like a wasp.

Am I anyone without all of them? Can't tell where they are and when where I begin, impossible to translate when your lost within.