Playing The Player

Chapter 9: Everyone Has Flaws, Everyone Makes Mistakes

I was so scared; I couldn't control my thoughts, so I finally made a decision to just run. I couldn't go out of my room, obviously, so I climbed out the window. I ran down the street as fast as I could, tears were streaming down my face hysterically. How could he do this.... after all he knows I have been through? I loved him.... I just wasn't sure I should have trusted him. I found an old abandoned house, sat inside, and hid my face in my knees and just cried, until I heard him calling my name.

Harry's P.OV: I hated myself. I had always had a huge problem with jealousy. It was worse with Kaylynn  though. I loved her with everything I had. She was my angel. I never wanted to let anything happen to her, because if something did, I would never forgive myself. I realized I didn't have to be so harsh with her, and went to check on her. I wish I hadn't gotten drunk, because I couldn't see or walk straight and I would either fall on my face or scare her. Everything was blurry, but I could still make out what was an empty room with a window left open. She left. The words rang in my ears. She. Left. I decided I was going to look for her, even though my judgment was a bit impaired. I knew she wouldn't be in a common place, she was so much smarter than that. One of the many things I loved about her, she was so smart. I set down a lone street that had an empty alley, to find her. ~End of P.O.V.~

I heard someone running, and calling my name. Harry, I thought. I knew he was drunk, he even SOUNDED drunk. He was calling out my name, along with a string of apologies. I got up and started running, tears were blocking my vision. I couldn't believe it, I ran right smack into him! He just looked at me, and held me by my shoulders so I couldn't run away. He softly whispered. "Kaylynn.... I am so sorry.... please.... you know I would NEVER hurt you." I struggled in his grip, still crying. I could smell the alcohol on his breath. "Harry! Let go of me! You are drunk! You should know better! The worst mistake I have ever made was trusting YOU! Now let go!" I had stopped crying and tried to look strong in his grip. He threw me against a wall, trapping me there. "WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME KAYLYNN!! YOU ARENT SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE! YOU LOVE ME! I-I know you love me...."  He was angry now and upset, the tears threatening to fall from his bloodshot eyes and  the impact of the alcohol impairing his judgment. He was gripping both of my wrists hard to keep me trapped and with him. I started crying again, and I screamed. "HARRY! LOOK AT YOURSELF! THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS HURTING ME IS YOU!! I screamed, still struggling in his grip. He let go of me in less than a second, realizing what he had done. The tears started streaming down his flushed cheeks, hard and rapidly, as he began to come out of his drunken state. "O-Oh my god...." He gasped looking at me. I was crying hard, and shaking. He reached out to me, my mind was telling me not to let him touch me, but we both knew he didn't mean it. He ever so gently grabbed my wrists, which had dark red finger prints on them, and were already starting to bruise. He gently kissed them, as he was crying. "I'm so so sorry..... If you don't ever want to forgive me..... I understand..." He looked up at me, and into my eyes. I wiped his tears, and he wiped mine. "Just know I love you..." I just looked at him for a second, then he started walking away. I stopped him, and said quietly, "Harry... don't leave..." "I have caused enough damage Kaylynn...." He looked at me sadly. "But, I still love you..."  I replied, looking him in the eyes and biting my lip. He then kissed me. I kissed him back, but didn't pull away from him, I didn't want to. He carried me all the way home, still kissing me deeply.