Danger~¤~ Minsung (2)

Hope is Lost

               ¿Minho's Pov¿

I start to smell smoke as I hear Hyunjin scream'fire' at Felix. Shit, someone must have broken in when we were sleeping. This is not good. I grab our valuables as I toss the stuff outside as it lands into a bush. I wake up Jisung as he rubs his eyes.

How do I say this so he doesn't freak out? Oh who the hell am I kidding? I'm not a kindergarten teacher fuck it. "There is a fire, we need to get out and fast." The tone is Hyunjin's voice is concerning so I quickly shoved on my pants and shirt as Jisung does the same.

"Jisung, we are going to be okay." I quickly hold my hands on his cheeks  "Calm down" I have my thumb on his pulse point. His heart is going too fast. He is close to an anxiety attack, I can see it played across his face.

I push open the door or try to but it's stuck. I keep on hitting over and over again but no luck. I kick the door before letting out a stream of curse words. Jisung paces towards the window as he kneels down to the floor as he begins to shake violently.  He begins to rock slowly as he leans his head back so he doesn't cry.

"We are going to die. There is no way around it, I still never got to experience so many things in life like cooking my first meal for you, getting our own place built by Chan's uncle, or even simply marrying you eventually. There are so many things I wished to experience. " The things that he just said to me made my heart calm and happy even if it only was for a second.

"We aren't going to die Jisung. I mean after are four capable men to help us. Don't worry about the pretty hair on your head. I promised to protect you and that's what I'm going to do. "

The truth is I don't know that. The thing is, they might not come for us. I mean we don't even know where the fire is coming from at this point or how fast it is spreading.

The smoke begins to cloud up the room in a dark mist. I walk over to Jisung as I hold him up against me. His body is shaking as he starts to cry. Shit this is bad. "At least if we die in here, I get to die in your arms" Jisung says as tears stream down his pretty face.

"You won't die, we will climb out the window and take our bets on that." I mean if you had a choice between falling to your death and burning, well I would be flying like a bird.

Except no wings. I just don't tell him that either way the possibility is high. Fuck. Jisung passes out as he is limp in my arms as the flames are hitting the second floor.

I guess this is where I need to say my goodbye to him. I haven't cried in so many years but now my throat is tight and it's hard to see through the tears in my eyes. I take off my shirt as I put it over Jisung's nose and mouth gently to make sure he doesn't breathe in too much smoke.

"Jisung, these past few months have been the best years of my life. I am honored to be your boyfriend up until the end. I just wish that I could have protected you better, I promised that I would but I guess I let you down."

Our room is the last room that the flames will hit. But it won't matter anyways.  The tears falls down quicker as the future that I had planned in my head is going up in a cloud of smoke.

"There is so much to live for in our lives but I guess that what dreams we have planned were an illusion. I am sorry that you were treated unfairly. I tried to treat you the best I could. I love you until the end of time but at least I can die happy as I have you." That's all I could say as even those words were a struggle to get out as I saw the door get swallowed by the flames.

I kiss his forehead as this is definitely the last goodbye. "You crying motherfucker. You dare give up now? Are you going to write your will with blood on the wall next?" Hyunjin yells at me. How fucking long has he been there?

"How long have you been there?" I whine at him as I begin to cough more and more.

"About the start of your sobbing." I hear another pair of footsteps as I hear them pushing something away from the door as the other kicks at the door until it comes down.  I can't focus well due to the ringing in my ears. I must ignore that and make it towards the exit.

I just have to...

I pick up Jisung putting him on my back after tying the shirt to his face. Both of them are badly burned but I probably will be too before the night is over.

I run down stairs as Raven and Hyunjin jump off the side of the rail. I start getting light headed as I am going down the stairs. That was until I blacked out feeling nothing. I truly did fail.