What if this actually happens? (Zouis)

Chapter 7

Louis

The razor was shaking in my hand, well look at that its Zayn's new razor, and I'm in his and Harry's bathroom, how ironic. I look down at the clean, sharp blades, my hand was still shaking. I just held it there for awhile, staring, until I twitched at the loud knock on the door.

"Louis? What are you doing? We're about to have a snack, Liam and Niall have left." Harry said blankly, still sounding upset. I didn't answer. I just sat there praying he'll just go away.

"Louis?! LOUIS? What the hell are you doing in there?" Harry screamed. I still didn't answer, I couldn't I was sobbing again.

"Oh my god Louis are you ok? Please answer! ZAYN! GET OVER HERE!" Harry screamed down the stairs. He started pushing on the door, and twisting the doorknob he wasn't going to get it open. I brought the razor to my wrist, hesitating. I put some pressure on the blade, but it didn't cut my skin. Oh screw this, I thought to myself, and slashed my wrist, screaming in pain.

"Louis!!!! LOUIS! STOP!!! PLEASE!!!" Harry yelled. I still didn't answer, I heard loud footsteps from behind the door.

"Harry what's going on?" Zayn asked worriedly. I was sobbing, after the pain started vanishing, I realized that I completely forgot, about everything. I focused on the physical pain, and forgot about my emotional pain. But right as I heard Zayns voice it all came rushing back. So I slashed my forearm again, screaming louder that before at the pain.

"Harry, is he... Cutting?" I heard Zayn asked. I could tell Harry answered because he lost it.

"Louis!!!! Please stop!!! PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE." Zayn said, half crying, and banging on the door. I still didn't answer, but slashed my forearm once more, sobbing even harder at the sever stinging.

"Louis, don't do this please! Why? WHY? I can't take this anymore, Harry I'm going to ram the door open, stand back." WHAT he's going to ram the door open?, damn it. I scrambled, trying to cover everything up, but I could barely move, my arm, and my whole body was frozen. I heard Zayn running toward the door, and slamming his shoulder on it, the lock gave in, and the door flew open, Zayn caught himself, right before he fell right on top of me. Harry and Zayn both gasped, looking at my arm. Zayns eyes flooded with tears.

"Louis, what did you do?" Zayn said between sobs. He gently picked up my arm and looked closely at it, still crying. He quickly pulled himself together.

"Harry go get bandages, antiseptic, and a roll of paper towels quick." Zayn said calmly. Harry nodded and sprinted down the stairs wiping away tears. Zayn looked me straight in the eyes, and then down at my arm.

"Louis... Why?" He said. I stared up and looked straight at his beautiful caramel/hazel eyes.

"You guys don't care about me" I said softly.

"What? Did you just say that? Oh my goodness Louis I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to lose my temper like that, it was just too far, you shouldn't have done that. We care about you so much no matter what happens, you should know that. But let's not talk about this anymore. Come on Lou upsee daisy." Zayn said as he picked me up, and carried me to his and Harry's bedroom. He gently set me down on the bed, right as Harry came running up with what Zayn asked for.

"Thanks." Zayn said softly.

"No problem, I'm going to go downstairs, and call Liam and Niall to come back from the movies." Harry said. Zayn nodded and gave him a quick hug. After Harry left, Zayn treated my cuts and wrapped the bandage around my arm gently.

"Never do this again, promise me Lou, please don't, ever again." Zayn said as he started to cry again. I looked at his red puffy eyes. What was I thinking? I haven't just hurt myself, I've hurt Zayn, and the boys. How could I do this, I'm such an idiot. I realized Zayn started speaking again.

"I'm begging you Lou, just never, injury yourself on purpose again, it breaks my heart that your at the point were you start doing this, please talk to me, ok? I'll do anything in my power to help you just know that." Zayn said softly, he was still crying.

"I promise I won't, I'm so sorry, I didn't know what I was thinking." I said starting to cry too.

"Lou, come here, I love you, you need to know that, I hope you already do, and the boys love you too. We all love you, with all our hearts, the 4 of us are here for you, whatever you need." Zayn said, as he wiped away his tears. He stood up, I didn't realize he changed, where was he going? He was wearing a black shirt, with one of Harry's burgundy blazers, and a pair of normal jeans.

"Where are you going dressed up like that?" I asked.

"Oh Harry and I were going to go to the movies with Niall and Liam, but we decided to stay, and I never changed out of it." Zayn said smirking.

"Oh you look great, like I say your body's hot and spicy." I said winking. Zayn chuckled, I hope he thinks I'm joking, but I'm not.

"Thanks, do you want to come downstairs with me?" He asked. Still standing in the doorway.

"No thanks, I think I need to sleep.

Zayn (2 days later)

I'm still kinda traumatized from what happened the other day with Louis, Liam and Niall came soon after I left the room, and they freaked out, Liam thought it was his fault, and Niall was comfort eating. That was two days ago now, Harry and I are sitting on the couch, watching spongebob. We both loved it. I decided during a commercial break I would go check on Louis.

"I'll be right back Haz." I said

"Ok mate." Harry said with a mouthful of chips. I walked up the stairs and opened the door to Louis room.

"Hey mate, how you holding up." I said.

"Fine." He said while watching tv. I sat down on the bed, and looked at him.

"You sure your ok?" I asked.

"No not until I do this." Louis smashed his lips onto mine, what is he doing? I'm not gay, he pulled away, and I was shocked, I already knew about his crush on me, but he just kissed me. I got up wide eyed, and quickly left the room. I sprinted down the stairs and jumped on Harry.

"He just kissed me." I whispered, crying on his chest.

"Oh lord, he did what?! Oh my goodness Zayn, doesn't he know that you're not gay?! what are we going to do now? This a whole new game he's playing now. What did you do?" Harry whispered angerly.

"I was freaked out, so I ran out of the room." I said quietly, tears were rolling down my cheeks, I stopped crying, and looked at Harry.

"Wow. That must have been hard on him, but I would have the same reaction. He cant do that, kiss his straight best friend. Its like he's kissing his own brother. He's stepping up his game, what are we going to do?" Harry asked.

"Honestly, I don't know." I said.

End of chapter 7

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