Perfectly Imperfect ||Dolan Twins||

Part 6

LILY'S POV

When I woke up Ethan was on the chair and I wasn't sure why he was here over night

"Good morning babe" he said in a morning voice

Why did he just call me babe? What happened last night?

"Umm good morning" I said really confused

"Why are you so confused Lils" he said getting up

"Why are you calling me babe?" I asked

"Because we're dating, I asked you out last night and you said yes... Duh... Wait you do remember that right?"

"Umm yea totally" I said trying to go along with it
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AFTER THE HOSPITAL

Okay so I really don't know what to do because I'm not really attracted to Ethan, I mean yeah he's hot but I mean after he cheated on me before our first date and everything I am just not really sure about his personality...

"Hey I got to get going but do you want to come over to our hotel?" Ethan asked

"Yea and also I really need to talk to you about something" I said then we started skating over to his house

"So what did you need to talk to me about?" He asked

"Well you know how you asked me out and I said yes...?" I asked trying to stall

"Yea... Let me guess, you didn't mean it because you were half asleep and didn't know what you were saying" he said starting to speed up

"Umm yea, listen Ethan I'm sorry I didn't mean t-" I was cut off by Ethan

"Oh Lily please save it, I really loved you but apparently your too dumb to see that" he said

"Ethan I cannot believe you! You are not usually like this" I stopped his board and looked at him dead in the eye "do you not realize that I almost died because I was so sick of being hurt and now you are trying to call me stupid because I didn't have any blood in my body and I didn't remember anything. What's wrong with you Ethan? Why would you say that to me?" I said starting to cry, I felt a tear run down my face, then another, and another... Soon enough I was on the ground full on sobbing

Ethan got down on his knees "listen Lily, I didn't mean to hurt you and I didn't mean to say that, I'm so sorry. I'm leaving tomorrow and I'm just stressed becau-" I cut him off

"Ethan I'm so fucking sick of this! Make up your god damn mind and then talk to me, you are always 'oh Lily I love you!... Lily go die, I don't care' I'm so tired of it! Once you are done being bipolar then you can try to have a normal conversation with me" I said pissed off and then started riding to the hotel

I got into the lobby and went into Grayson's room and when he answered it I broke down crying in his arms

"What's wrong" he said sincerely

"Ethan said I was too dumb to see that he loved me. I can't take this anymore! I just don't want to be here! Nobody loves me anymore so what's the point?" I said still crying

"The point is that people do love you, I love you lily I still do. I know you don't feel the same way back but I do love you" he said trying to make me feel better

"Gray you don't have to say that to make me feel better" I said while my crying started to slow down

"Lily I'm not just saying that, but I do need to say something that I have been wanting to say to you since last night" he said

"Okay go ahead"

"Why would you try to kill yourself, you have a purpose like everyone else. if you ask me it's pretty selfish of you. I'm not trying to be rude or anything but it's a pretty rude thing to do to me" he said