Time heals everything | BANGCHAN X F READER

Relax time

03:19 pm

When you guys arrived at the dorm you got out pretty fast so you could help the guys with their stuff, since they all looked pooped. You were still feeling the effects of your period, but you weren't thinking about that right now. "Just get the guys to bed", you thought.

Hyunjin opened the door of their dorm and practically dropped everything he had on him on the floor and walked straight to the kitchen to get a big glass of milk and a bag of Oreos. "Bye y'all, I'm off to bed", he said with his eyes almost closed and stumbling towards his bedroom. Jisung did almost the same thing but then without the snack part. He just said nothing and went to his room, closed the door and fell asleep. Yet Changbin had some sort of energy left and was very confused about why everyone was this tired. "The fuck, you guys are so weak, I'm going to do some pull-ups and watch some stuff, I'll make dinner tonight too. So, you all just enjoy your naps I guess...", he said while looking at Chris and you who were still in the hallway. "Thanks Bin, I appreciate it.", Chris said to him while he gave him a side hug. You guys watched Changbin leave the living room to go to his room as well. You were the only 2 left in the living room now. "Well, this is where I stay right now. I know, I know, it's very messy, but that's just because we have so much stuff and we're practically never home besides to sleep and eat. I know I need to clean up and-", he was cut off by you saying: "Get over it, I've seen worse." You both laughed. Him having a cute smile but yet tired face. You've had enough of it, even though it was quite cute, you needed him to rest up, and recharge. "Soooo, where's your room?", you asked him, getting his bags with him as he already walked towards it. He opened the door, and you were pleasantly surprised. It was actually very nice and very Chris-like. Not even a mess. "Tada...", he exclaimed, not even having energy to be excited anymore. He just dropped his stuff beside the tv and literally dropped on his bed. "I'm just going to take a quick nap, is that okay, I'll be there with you in like five mi-", he was cut off this time cuz he simply fell asleep. This made you giggle. You wanted to take a nap with him, yet you saw this as an opportunity.

You walked back to the living room, then towards Changbin's door. You knocked and he answered. "Heyy, uhm, so I guess they're all knocked out. I thought I'd make them some food and drinks. But I have no idea what they like to drink or eat, and I know you guys are always on special diets and stuff, so can you help me out?", you asked him. He smiled at you and thought it was such a nice gesture. He walked with you to their kitchen and told you that they'd always enjoy some ramen or some light soup. Chris these days was very into Vietnamese Pho. Yet this all seemed very nice, and you could make it, but by the time they'd wake up everything would be cold already. So instead, you asked Changbin if there was a store nearby. So, you could make pancakes or something. Changbin lovesss food and loves pancakes, so he was totally down. He told you he'd just go with you to the store since it would be easier for you. He'd also pay for it, not cuz you didn't want to or anything. You just simply didn't have your wallet with you.

After about 15 minutes you guys were back at the dorms and you got ready to bake the pancakes, as Changbin went to continue his workout. Right at that moment Felix walked into the dorm. "Heyy, whatchu doing here?", you asked him smilingly, with your hands covered in flower. "I wanted to see if everyone was alright, plus I wasn't that tired. I guess I didn't work hard enough like the rest haha", he said. "What, are you kidding me??? You were the star of the episode, no joke, you were hilarious, remember when you slipped on the slide TWICE??!", you said laughing while he laughed with you. He walked over towards you and asked what you were making. Eventually he offered his help to make the pancakes with you and you said yes. Within 20 minutes you had a few plates filled with delicious looking pancakes, and luckily it didn't matter if they were cold or not. They taste good either way. "Should we bring them to the guys?", you asked as you added some strawberries on some pancakes. "Why don't we try them ourselves first?", Felix asked. You laughed as he got a pancake and playfully put it fully in his mouth and added some whipped cream in his mouth right after. "Hmmmmmmm, they taste amazinggg!", he said with some of the whipped cream spilling out his mouth. That took him by surprise and almost spit out the whole thing. This made you laugh even harder and both of you almost fell down on the floor from laughing. You got him a napkin to clean up a bit. "Thanks, haha", he said to you and as he cleaned his face, he looked at you. You were so adorable laughing like that. Felix just liked having a person around like you since he loved being silly and doing fun stupid stuff, and with a girl it felt a bit more like he was able to be really him, since Felix loves baking and sometimes cute stuff that girls really like doing. In other words, he could really be himself around you and he really appreciated that. But that was all. He liked you as a friend and was very happy his best mate had a girl like you. Yet when Felix was looking at you like that, Chris walked out of his room. The situation obviously looked very different from his perspective. He just woke up and was a bit confused. Yet he knew Felix would never do anything to hurt him especially if it comes to you. Chris knew that Felix knew that Chris really liked you. Yet something was off, and he didn't like the moment you guys had, without him. This was the first-time jealousy hit him. "What are you guys doing?", he asked with a bit of a weird expression on his face. "Weeee made you guys pancakes, here try some!", you said very happy and walked over to him. He didn't want to be rude so took the plate from you. Yet he couldn't quite put a smile on his face and walked back towards his room. You looked at Felix and asked him what was wrong. Felix just shrugged and took the other plates and brought them to the other boys their rooms. You walked towards Chris his room. "What's wrong, did I do something?", you asked him, looking upset. He was on his phone. The plate with pancakes were put on his bedside table, not even touched. He stayed quiet for a few seconds. You were pretty confused and didn't like the way he was acting. You weren't going to take this silent treatment from him, since you had no idea what was going on in the first place, so decided to just leave. So, you walked towards his door, about to leave. "Stop....", he said. "Why, if you're going to act all weird and quiet and not even appreciate the fact that I wanted to be all cute and make u lunch, I'm out of here. "Sorry, it's not that, I promise. I do very much appreciate it and...", he couldn't get any more of the sentence out without regretting the way he acted. "Sorry, I fucking hate myself.", he added. "What, why?", you asked as you sat down next to him. "I just wanted to see where you were and then I saw you all happy with Felix, and I don't know, just the way he looked at you, made me, jealous. I can't really explain it, cuz I mean I know the boys would never do anything like that to me, and they'll just be your friend, but for some reason it made me mad. Seeing you with him like that, while I was not included.", he said honestly. "Chris, there is literally no need to be jealous. I mean there are going to be many many times in the future that I'm going to be having fun times with the members, even if you're not there. Just know, (as you said this you looked him right in his eyes) I would never want anyone else. I just want you. You are the one who makes me feel things no one else lets me feel. None of them can ever compare to you, not in that way. Please don't worry about that, seriously. And also, don't hate yourself for acting the way you did. It was a normal respond and I'm not mad. I just think Felix might want an explanation to why you were so cold to him as well.", you said. Chris was really excited to hear all of those words come out of your mouth. He felt at ease once more. He knew you didn't like lying and was very pleased to hear he was the only one you wanted. He hugged you. "I'd better apologise to Felix...be right back.", he said and got out of the room. As he was gone you felt a sharp pain from your abdomen. Fucking period cramps. It was a bad one and you teared up. You heard Chris walking back into the room and you faced the other wall quickly. "Sooo, why don't I try some of those pancakes and afterwards we'll continue that nap huh?", he asked. You felt another cramp coming and all you could really get out was a slight 'hmhm'. He obviously knew something was up and already totally forgot about your period. He turned you around and saw you were almost crying, grabbing on to your stomach. "Y/n, are you oka-, ohhhh, shit I forgot. Uhm what do I do? I can get you a hot water bottle and maybe some tea how does that sound? You go lay down under my covers and get warm. I'll go grab it!", he said and gave you a small kiss. He didn't know much about periods, but he just knew, to just let you be, and be there for you. Cuddles and naps were always a good thing he figured.

He got back with all the stuff, and you had calmed down a bit since the cramps were decreasing. Still feeling not 100% alright though. "Here you go~", he said as he got the hot water bottle for you and then got under the covers with you. He turned on some relaxing lyric less songs and put his LED lights on dark purple. The rest of the lights in the room were out. It was such a nice vibe. He really wanted to take his time today to just recharge and relax and was glad he could spend it with you. You both cuddled up against each other under his blankets. You with your hot water bottle, as he was eating his pancakes. "I really like this, spending time with you, after such a long day...we should do stuff like this more often", Chris said. "I agree...", you replied. After that you closed your eyes and finally took that nap. After Chris was done with his pancakes, he watched some YouTube for a bit. Sometimes pausing the video to admire you sleeping. he'd smile to himself and then went to continue his video. Eventually also taking the nap he needed so bad.

06:46 pm

You woke up to the sound of the guys laughing. You looked at your phone and it was getting pretty late; you must have napped for quite a while. It took you a minute to actually get up and get out of bed. Stretching your body while looking around at Chris's room for a bit. He really did have a nice room and it was so comfortable. You still heard the guys laughing in the living room and was curious about what they'd be doing. Once you opened the door, they all looked at you. You looked so adorable, hair all messed up and your face still puffy from the nap. "Hey y/n...took a nice nap too?", Jisung asked. You walked over to them and nodded while rubbing your eyes. Chris walked towards you and said: "Hey, I didn't wanna wake you, I got up about an hour ago, how are you feeling?", he said while looking at you who was now yawning. "Yeah, I feel alright still a bit drowsy I guess... but my stomach feels relaxed, so that's nice.", you replied. He smiled at you and rubbed your back for a bit, then gave you a peck on your cheek. "We're playing Super Smash Bros, wanna join? After that I'll be making some pasta, you can join in for that as well if you want?", Changbin asked you. You looked at Chris then back at Changbin. "No, sorry... I think I'll go home. My social battery is dying out and I kinda wanna spend some time by myself. Thanks though.", you said. "Yeah, I understand, it's been a long day. Should I drive you home?", Chris offered you. "No that's okay I'll take a bus or something.", you replied. Chris didn't like that idea, but he had to learn that you were not one of his members and couldn't act like a 'leader' all the time. Not when it came to you at least. So, he just had to understand and accept your decision. "You sure?", he asked you once more. "Yes, I'll go now then I won't have to wait too long on the bus, it's pretty cold outside huh?", you asked. He nodded, then ran to his closet to get you a beanie. "Here, take this. Keep it. It suits you better anyways.", He said as he handed you the only white beanie he owned. You took it from him and put it on. He smiled and gave you a kiss goodbye. You also thanked the guys for today and waved them goodbye as you walked out the front door. When you were on the bus you were thinking of all the things that happened today, such a busy day for you. Then suddenly you remembered a conversation you and Chris had today on the bus on your way to the filming set. He asked you to go to Han River tomorrow. 'Just us two', he said. Suddenly you got butterflies and the rest of the day you couldn't think about anything else.