I opened the bathroom door slowly looking at Spencer who's eyes were on the floor.
"Okay yes, I've been drinking a lot but it's the only thing that makes me forget..." He trailed off, I could see a expression I've never seen on Spencer... I couldn't quite place it.
"Spence I understand that what happened to you was unspeakably horrible, but you need to get past this. If you keep this up you'll be jobless and alone." I was proud that I spoke everything that I was thinking, rarely did I ever do that.
"I know" His voice shook violently, he wiped a tear that had fallen down to the middle of his burning cheeks.
"I-I" he began but was cut off by the sobs that escaped his lips. I made my way to him placing my hand on the small of his back rubbing soothingly. After a few minutes he stopped and looked me dead in the eyes.
"I need you," The words fell out of his mouth quickly. "I need you to help me." I shifted his chin so that his eyes were back on me.
"Of course Spence." I hugged him semi-tightly before he started to speak again.
"jj?" he asked still hugging me
"Yeah?" I replied
"There's one more thing..." He pulled away now looking right at me.
"What's that?" I asked feeling my heart beat rise rapidly.
"I'm sorry." He said pulling me back into the hug.
I wish he had something else he wanted to tell me...
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Laying In The Dark
FanfictionAfter JJ figures out that Spence is going through many troubles, she tries to help out. Little does she realize that he has more problems than she expected.