When I woke up the first thing I saw was a window , it was closed but I could just feel the air , it was cold it just felt like It would have been cold and there was a black door decorated with dark blue flower it was pretty , really pretty , I could hear mom taking to Crissy behind that pretty door
'do you really think it was that bad ?'
'I don't know but maya does '
' maya's a kid , barely 16 '
'Crissy I thought about everything , every single thing and this was always the solution '
I was awake ,I could hear everything ,I always do . I knew I should have said something but I didn't , I never do . So I went to sleep again, and again I tried to dream but like always I couldn't .
An hour later I woke up this time they knew I woke up , I saw mom she was smiling so I smiled back , behind her was Crissy she was doing something with the spoons , she looked like she was about to cry so I just ignored her and sat beside my mom . They started talking again and god I never felt as annoyed as I did in that moment ever . I wanted to slap someone so bad , I felt as if I would die if I didn't . '' Why don't you send maya to blue blossoms? Tina went there , and well you know how she turned out'' blue blossoms was a boarding school and Tina was Crissy's niece who isn't really successful yet so I don't know what she is taking about but mom looked impressed with the idea .
'Would you wanna go ? '
' I mean didn't we plan on Rosewood, it's cheaper ? Although I don't mind boarding ? I am fine with both'
Mom seemed like she was the happiest women alive ' its settled then you are going to blue blossoms '
She looked so happy as if all her problems ended right there with that decision although I knew she would never send me to boarding school , she didn't have the heart to do so but I smiled because she finally looked relaxed after 4 days .
Maya - 'I wanna take a shower'
Crissy -'Ohh yeah you can use the bathroom above'
I looked at my mom for a second and left room . The moment I walked into the shower everything came back to mind as if It never left and I felt I would be back to where I was if I ever walk out of this shower.
The moment I closed my eyes i saw them again , My family , my dear family , my aunts , my cousins , my uncle and my dearest father (sigh ) . I wish I could just stop thinking about those people for a while but no matter how much I try they are always somewhere in the back of my head . so I opened my eyes because when I close them I saw faces I wish I would not member in the future .
The second i walked out of the shower I saw Crissy on phone she was sitting on this beautiful pink chair , my mom with sitting on white chair gotta say Crissy's house is like the pretest place i have ever seen .
just when my mood my getting good ,I figured out who's Crissy talking to .
