Loving Her

Chapter 1 | The Meeting

I sat under the tree basking in the warmth of the sun as my friends bickered above me making my lips turn up at how stupid they could be most times but then the blasting headache I had been enduring through the day came back and my lips turned down at that as stuck the joint they had passed to me between my lips.

" How long till lunch is over?" I asked and Jess looked down at my phone beside her which made her eyes widen. I quirked a brow at her and she let out a sigh turning the screen to Claire and I. " I think someone has a lineup of girls dying for her attention. " She drawled out making me lean back down on the grass as I let out a trail of smoke.

" Ever since I came out last summer I've been dealing with girls added to the list and I'm so freaking exhausted. " I passed the joint to Claire and she took a drag and then let out a breath. " Anyway are you going to Tisha's party?" She asked and I shrugged.

" I'm down if you guys are. " I replied and Jess squealed making the ache in my head intensify. " Okay I'm out. Lunch's already over and I'm really not ready to get an earful from Mr Dickhead about how I'm always late. " I said whilst pushing myself off the grass and throwing my bag over a shoulder.

" I'll see you guys tonight. " I yelled over my shoulder as I walked back into the hallway.

The hall way littered with students all rushing to they're next classes but I didn't miss the longing stares I got as I strolled to my locker. I popped it open threw my bag in and then peered down at my phone. Just two more hours.

I clicked my locker shut and turned to move to my next class when a body bumped into me making me slam into the lockers behind me. A frown made its onto my face as I turned to glare at the person who stood before me apologizing and from the corner of my eye I could see Tisha storming over our way with her ' oh so famous ' glare and she pulled the girl away from me.

" Watch where your going freak. " She spat and the girl looked down her cheeks burning in embarrassment as she fiddled with her fingers. " I'm sorry I didn't see her. I was just..." " Save it for someone who gives a fuck. " She spat cutting the girl off and then turned to me immediately fixing her face.

" Are you ok? Is your arm hurt?" I wasn't truly interested in whatever Tisha was saying as I watched the girl stalk off to her locker which sat three spaces from mine.

I let out a sigh then turned back to Tisha who was still gushing about how I needed to go to the nurse. " I didn't need your help Tisha. " I snapped and she finally shut up, her cheeks heating up as she lowered her gaze making me groan. " Just don't jump in when I don't need your help ok? " I said and I could feel the lingering gaze of a certain four eyed person from three lockers away but I brushed it away, clapped on Tisha's shoulder and then stalked off to class.

The classes went by really quickly and soon enough the girls and I were jumping out of Jess' car and strolling over to Tisha's house.  " I look good right?" Jess asked playing with her hair as we waited for Tisha to open the door and I let out a laugh. " Your perfect. " I whispered and she blushed a bit. " You don't look too bad yourself. " She said eyeing the baggy trouser and little tube top adorned with a jacket that I wore and I flashed a grin her way making Claire groan.

" How long till that bitch opens up" she snapped and just then the door flew open. " Finally bitch. " Claire yelled storming past her and Jess and I fell into a laughing fit. " Hey. " Jess said as she pulled me into the house barging past an embarrassed Tisha. ' Sorry' I mouthed as we made our way to the kitchen to get drinks.

I grabbed a bottle of whiskey and Jess got the same. She pushed her hand into her pocket then waved a little packet of weed in her palm at me. " Want to get wasted?" She asked and I grinned at that. She rolled a blunt and we shared it till we started feeling mostly fuzzy then finally made our way out to the dance floor finding Claire and dancing all up on each other wilding the night away.