I Was Dying || Griezmann

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I stretched my body, my eyes still closed. Just great, very great. Tomorrow I have university which means I won't get to see Antoine, unfortunately. Which means that I probably will not see him for a week. That does not mean I can't text him, though. I have homework to do! I can't be fooling around like this.
"Hey mother." I said as I went to the kitchen where I find her making waffles again.
"Hey sweetheart. You still need to finish homework, remember?"
"Yeah I haven't forgotten, but can I go to the library and do it there?"
"Yeah that's fine."
"Thanks mother." I grab the waffle made for me. Looks delicious.

Antoine: Mon amor?
Belle: Grizi!
Antoine: Is there any chance we can hangout/go on a date? I have training tomorrow and you have university so I thought we should see each other at least one more time before we go back to our hectic lives.
Belle: I would love to, but it's because of you I haven't finished my homework. If you really want to hangout/go on a date with me, then I'm at the local library.
Antoine: I'll go and I won't bother you. I'll just admire your beauty from a distance.
Belle: That's creepy. 😉
Antoine: Whatever.  😒

This boy.
I was too busy to even recognize Antoine sitting in front of me. Who knows how long he's been there for.
"Hey Grizi."
"Salut beauté."
"You weren't kidding about admiring my beauty."
"I wouldn't miss your beauty for the world." This gave me a small tint of red in my cheeks.
"You really need to stop killing me."
"I love complimenting you, though."
"But if you keep complimenting me, then I'll die and you'll have no one to compliment to."
"Fair enough." I chuckled and went back to doing my work. I was almost done. Antoine grabbed a book from my desk and started reading it. "So psychology, huh? Are you studying to be a therapist? You seem like you would be a good one. I would definitely go to you for any trouble I have. "

"No, Antoine I am not studying to be a therapist. I don't think I am capable of talking about problems that people have when I can't even solve my own problems. I prefer the research side of psychology. Most people find it boring but I figured that I have a boring life and researching for a living would not do me any harm." I blushed at my confession. Antoine gave a questionable look but decided not to press things any further.

"As long as you are with me Belle, I promise I will not make your life boring." He gave me a sincere look.

"That's sweet, you're sweet." I take his hand and turn back to my work.

I looked up from my finished work and saw that Antoine wasn't there. I really need to notice what's going around me. I put everything in my backpack and searched for him. I turned to face a shelf and I swear I saw Antoine's eyes, but they were gone in a nanosecond. I ran to the next shelf to find Antoine quickly running away. I saw him running down past shelves. Curse his soccer legs and my shitty thyroid. I slowed down and walk to the shelf he turned to. I yelled his name out and he ran away. I'm going to kill him. I chased him and almost caught up to him until he turned around and ran the opposite side of me. I almost ran into a wall while Antoine escaped from my sight. "Antoine, this isn't funny!"

I knew that Antoine could hear me and yet when I found him, he was much more focused on the surroundings in front him. I stopped a little further back from the window Antoine had stopped to look at as I was gasping for air from chasing him. I wonder what had caught his eye so suddenly. I moved closer to him looking at the glass window with white partitions. I stared at the skyline of the French town, or whatever I could make of it through the thick fog that tainted the sky. Antoine brought his azure blue eyes to my direction and he looked at me in such a way I never knew existed. It was as if I was the only thing, only livable form in his captivating eyes. He has turned me into a fool.

The mini contest going between us was interrupted by his voice. "I am attracted to the way you look," Antoine stepped closer to me and took my hands, "If you wanted to kiss me, I would definitely kiss you back--with tons of passion." My cheeks had turned a crimson blush. I didn't know I could react in such a way like this. No one has ever made me feel this way.

"So, show me what you would do to a woman you wanted to get used to." As soon as I said this, Antoine cupped my face into his palm and kissed me in blissful oblivion. I melted into his touch, craving more of his lips. This is how love should be. If I were to die at this moment, I would be okay with it knowing that I have felt love even if it was for a few moments.

We were suddenly interrupted by the middle aged librarian. She scolded scolded us about how we were in a public library and snogging was not acceptable in public places. She kicked Antoine and I out of the library and we quickly took our belongings and fled the premises. We were laughing from her reaction and we stopped running until we got to the front door. We stood outside laughing even more and just gazing into each others eyes. Antoine once again leaned in to kiss m already swollen lips. "I'm going to eat you up." Antoine kissed my nose and I could not help but smile. We started walking towards the city hand in hand. This is one of the moments where I have felt the happiest in such a long time. 

So we are walking around town to whom knows where and every second that Antoine has, he pecks me on the lips or is pinning me to the wall. At one point I start to panic a little because no one has shown me so much affection. I honestly didn't know this type of stuff happened. Antoine said that I was so innocent and that I must be protected at all costs.

We stopped and leaned on a wall and Grizi is kissing me. Again.

"Why are you so fidgety?" Antoine smirked.

"Well if you must know, I only had my first kiss today, and here I am being kissed every second that there is a chance. My bad for panicking a little." I whine.

"You are my dear, are to be protected at all costs. I'm glad I'm making you blush." He stole another kiss from me. We start walking again hand in hand and we reached a red light on the road. Next to us was a flower shop so I took an iris from a pot. I turn back to Antoine and he smiles as I give him the flower.

"For you, my love." I smile. "Now run." Antoine is confused until he notices the florist walking towards us with a glare. We both run across the street into the cafe where we first met. I start to wheeze a little from lack of oxygen.

"Belle are you okay?"

"Yeah, never better." I quickly try to regain control of my breathing and I sit at the closest table near me. The waiter comes to our table and we gives us our menus.

The rest of the day goes on and I will admit that right now I am truly happy.

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WOW HAHA THAT REALLY SUCKED ASS. um yeah so long time no see and well i finally updated...haha. sorry for the two year wait. i'm the worst writer ever. this story sucks and yeah i'll probably get two views on this chapter. but hey for those who read this thanks! anyway yeah i'm not back but i felt motivated to write. so for those two views that i get please comment because comments do motivate me a lot. i promise though i will try my absolute best to write and update.

today i outlined the entire story of the events that will happen. i now know what will happen and what the chapters will contain. so i'm thinking about 20 chapters including an epilogue. stay tuned for that if you want to. idk i'm not forcing u to but it would be great.
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well anyway thanks for reading this and for giving me good feedback. i now present to you chapter 5.

ps i'm so sorry for the long wait but i hope maybe that you'll enjoy this. holy fuck it's been a good minute. sorry again.... 😬