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I get it.
You don't want to hurt yourself.
You too afraid to try.
I know.
I guess I wouldn't though.
I literally self harm for pleasure.
Pain is my pleasure.
My first time trying to do something that was "positive" for feelings of positivity turned out to be the biggest slit on my wrist that I've ever carved.
What a rush.
Right?
I didn't expect this to go well so I'm not disappointed.
Stability never has and never will be my friend.
We've never even met.
You've never seen me cry have you.
You won't?
I assume everything is/is not so until proven otherwise
I never expect much so I'm never really all that surprised by anything.
Pain will always be my pleasure.
Do as you will.
Mutilate my mind.