* later *
school ends , I'm at my locker. someone walks up behind me & pulls me back by my hoodie hood. I look at their face & see its my ex. he pushes me down on the ground & starts kicking me. I cry in horror. I can't believe he's doing this in front of everyone. the last time he abused me like this was when we dated. which was 4 months ago. he picks me up like a princess & carries me to a closet. he starts beating me terribly. I scream & cry for help. but everyone already left school. it's just us. in a closet. alone. he stops , finally. after half an hour of beating me , he stops. he stars devilishly into my eyes. while I cry. scared he's gonna start again. he gets down on his knees. he moves my hair out my face. "Sarah , I hope you know nobody likes you & your worthless. I hope you kill yourself soon. this is getting easier every time to beat you. haha." He walks out the closet. By the time I get out the closet & walk back to my locker to get my stuff it's 3:30. I walk home. I go straight to my room & get my blades. I lock myself in my bathroom & start cutting , fast & deep.