Chapter 22

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by Hayesgrieru

by Hayesgrieru

1 week later

I haven't ate anything,I haven't talked to anyone in just locked up in my room staring at the ceiling

Cameron had said he called Sierra to tell her about the "news"

I don't know how long I would be this depressed

I don't cut but I have a ruber band and I just hit it against my wrist it hurts but it gets my mind off things

Hayes always stops by my room and try forcing me to eat but it usually end up with him having to clean the food I dropped on the floor

My stomach is empty I've been drinking water I've lost 10 pounds my ribs are more noticeable and my face is getting paler there's stains on my face from crying so much I look horrible.

There's a couple of holes on the wall from me punching it

Even when I shower I start crying and the tear stains stay there for a while

I've been of off social media Hayes has been saying everyone's worrying about me

I told him to tweet of of his that I'll be off for personal reasons and so will Cameron and he did as he was told

I was all alone in my room when I feel asleep and seen the horrible moment of my parents death over and over again I woke up screaming and crying Hayes,Nash,cam and matt came up in my room

Cameron tried comforting me but that made me scream louder Nash and matt tries but nothing worked

Hayes sat next to me secured me in his arms and whispered "everything's going to be alright shhh" he said rocking back and forth I stopped crying and I had no reaction

Nash,Cameron and matt looked confused

They all asked Hayes "what did you do,how did you do that?"

I just looked at them and i actually spoke to a group of people "I'm ok" I say they look at me

"We know you are" they said

Which eventually formed to a group hug I haven't felt happy for about a week know but now there my family and I love them all yes I will always remember mom but I found a note that explained everything in her life and she said if she ever passed move on with my life and she'll always be here