Vance's POV: It's been a long time since I heard Bruce's voice..am I ever gonna see him again? What if I never will? What's gonna happen to them once they realize I'm never coming back? Are people hurting them? I don't want the people I love hurt..
Is Bruce okay without me? Does he have someone else? Is he happy? I miss my boyfriend..all I can think about is him, he's everything to me. All the good things.
I'm hoping Ashley knows her place, if I die I better die with that bitch in tears, she better leave my boyfriend alone. He's my boyfriend, until I die.
Bruce's POV: I don't think Vance is dead. He's not dead! My boyfriend is alive. And I know that for a fact, I miss him so much. Why isn't he here with me?
He'd be happy if I told him Amy and Gwen are dating, for a month. My boyfriend is still alive, I know it! I'm sick of crying to sleep every night, I can't close my eyes and just sleep peacefully while my boyfriend isn't here with me.
He still has his dirty clothes in my room, I put them on whenever I miss him, I'm wearing them right now. They smell just like him..maybe I should visit his mom.
I put on my shoes and walk out the room heading to the front door. "Where are you heading off to?" "I'm going to visit someone." "Please stay safe honey bring something to protect yourself with." "Yes mother." I say heading to the kitchen grabbing a small knife putting it in my pocket heading out the door.
I step onto the lawn and knock on the door. She opens it with a frown on her face, her eyes lit up once she saw me. "Bruce!" She says hugging me tightly. "Hey, I was wondering if-" "yes, you can come in." She says moving out the way so I can step in. "Where's griffin?" "He's in his room." She says closing the front door keeping the cold air out.
"Are you seriously wearing those clothes in this type of weather?" "You know, I'll do anything for your son."
Vances mothers POV: He's just like me, I still believe my sons alive. I love when he said "I'll" instead of "I'd". I'm so glad Vance has someone like Bruce. I'm just scared that Bruce won't have someone like Vance.
I just really wanna sleep.. "you can sleep if you want, I'll go take care of griffin for you." He really is kind.. "thank you Bruce." "Don't worry about it, sleep as long as you want." I head to my room and lay down in my bed, hopefully I don't have a nightmare..
Griffins POV: Vances boyfriend walked into my room as I sat on the floor playing with my cars. "Hey griffin.." "hi Bruce! Where's my brother?" "I..he's just..on a trip! He'll be back soon.." ooh! "Oh, okay!" I can't wait for him to be back! My guess is he'll be back in a day! It's been a month and nobody told me where he was🙁.
"Can I play with you?" "Oo sure! Vance hasn't played with me for a very long time!" "Yeah? What'd he say when he has a dinosaur in his hand?" Bruce says sniffing, is Bruce sad? "Well, he would most likely eat mine, but other times he's friendly." And sometimes he just admires Bruce even though dinosaurs don't do that!
"Do you like drawing?" "Well! I'm not really that good at drawing.." "it's fine! How about we draw Vance?" "I'll try." I say grabbing crayons. "Do you have a mechanical pencil somewhere?" "They're only in Vance's room, he says I'll hurt myself with them, he did it a lot of times before my dad was my moms boyfriend."
"What do you mean by that?" He says sitting back down. "Well, Vance told me he would carve on his left hand!" "..." should I tell him what he would carve? Yeah, I should! "He would carve your name on his hand like, every day! He loves you a lot Bruce." "I love him too." He says smiling.
He gets up and walks to Vance's room, he's probably gonna get the mechanical pencils, those really do hurt though, how did Vance not make a face when he would carve Bruce's name on his entire arm? He even added hearts and his last name! Does that mean Bruce Is my brother?? I'll ask Bruce another day.
I color in Vance's face and finish up the hair, I think it looks great! RIGHT??
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(This gon be in yo nightmares I'm sorry y'all😭) Bruce walks back inside and looks like he's about to cry. "What's wrong?" "I-NOTHING! WOW!! YOU'RE SO TALENTED!!" Yay!! Bruce likes it!☺️
He finishes his and gives it to me, I still think mine is better🙄!
(Too lazy to draw an amazing photo of Vance, Bruce is quite the artist though😋)
Bruce's POV: When I see Vance again, I will show him what griffin drew. He ruined my boyfriend😭! Griffin really is funny, why'd Vance carve my name on his arm everyday though? Did I do something wrong?
"Mines better." Griffin says. "No mine is." "When my brother comes back here he's gonna say I did it better." "I think you mean when MY BOYFRIEND comes he'll say mine is better." "You wanna bet on that?" "Mhm." "I bet a McDonald's happy meal, take it or leave it." "Deal!" I'll let the kid win, I can buy more than that.
"Do you know what time it is?" "It's 6:54." "My Bedtime is it 7:00." "Then how about you get ready?" "Okay.." "you'll play with your dinosaurs tomorrow, okay?" "Okay!" He says running to the bathroom grabbing a toothbrush.
Griffin is adorable, he's a good boy. Let's hope he doesn't get habits from Vance..I see Vance in his eyes though. I feel like staying over, I'll call my mom after Griffin falls asleep.
He comes back smiling showing me his teeth. "Did I do good??" "Mhm, are those your PJ's?" "Yeah! Vance got them for me!" No wonder there's little specks of blood on it, but he still looks adorable. I tuck him in and kiss his forehead as I turn off the lights. "Goodnight griffin." "Goodnight Bruce." He says drifting off to sleep.
I close his door behind me as I turn off all the lights, I close all the blinds and lock the back door, Griffins father isn't here yet, so I'll just let him lock the door. I head to Vance's room and open the door, it smells just like him..hopefully he won't mind if I take one of his hoodies..
I put it on, it seems so big, it looks like a dress..why is he so tall?? I grab the phone and my moms number. "Who is this?" "Hey mom." "Bruce! When are you coming home? It's so dark out! Someone could be out there.." "yeah, I was wondering if I could stay over and sleep in Vance's room?" "You're at his house!?" "Mom.." "yes yes! Stay! Don't go anywhere until it's morning, and make sure she drives you there..I can't lose you honey." "Yes mother."
I put the telephone back hanging up, I close the closet doors and turn off the lights, I get in his bed grabbing one of his pillows wrapping his blanket around me. I cuddle his pillow, it seems like he really is here..
