𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐘

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Xurelia Ezra Parker • 16

I woke up naked laying in front of him with his arms around my waist.

I gently removed them from around me and went to the bathroom.

I looked inna mirror and just cried.

I felt like we didn't solve the problem at hand. And as I think about it, everytime we get into it about sum this always happens and the problem doesn't get solved.

I'm just so done.

I peed, brushed my teeth, and put my clothes on before I grabbed my things and left.

Instead of going to Peyton's house again, I went home. It would be nice to be in my room by myself.

"Hey ma" I said coming in.

"Hey sweetie, you ok your back pretty early." She said sitting at the island sipping coffee.

"Yea mama, I'm ok just missed my room." I said going upstairs.

I changed into a oversized sweater and some house shorts and laid down and took a nap.

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I woke up to knocking on my door and I opened it to my dad at the door.

"Hey dad" I said sitting back on my bed.

"You ok? You seem a lil sad. You slept all the way til
1 again."

"Oh just tired. Needed some time to myself. I'm ok."

"Ok but if you need anything let us know."

"Ok thanks dad"

Today I really just needed a break so I decided to get my nails and lashes done. Maybe even go grab something to eat or snack on.

I put on a white and pink hoodie, some black leggings and my pink balenciagas.

I took my keys off the dresser and went downstairs.

"Hey mommy, where's dad?"

"At a meeting about the upcoming fundraiser"

"Ok, well I was going to get my nails done"

"Ok here take this" she said handing me 2 stacks.

"Thanks mommy, i love you" I said kissing her cheek then leaving out.

I drove to my nail techs house. I was getting a simple french tip look that would take like 2 hours max.

After that was done I went to my lash appointment which took a good 30 mins max since I wasn't getting them too big this time.

Then I just drove and let my thoughts take over.

Damn I've never noticed ts we go thru

Do I wanna keep going

I still love him, but idk

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"And it's like ion know pey, im scared" i said as i sat on her bed while she was in the bathroom.

she was currently getting ready so we can go out to eat.

"well i think you made the right choice. I do love you and keoni together but yall do have y'all problems. maybe y'all do just need some time apart. only communicate if it's for the baby."

"yea your right" I said going to our message thread.

that's just my bd❤️😛

bae wya?
you ok?
bro stop playin wimme
text me back
ik you see my texts bro
Ight you got it

  me and you on a break
only text me if it's about yo child and vice versa

@liaaa_e

They went out to eat, and drove around a lil bit before going back home.

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just a filler🥰