Can you keep me safe tonight?

The end is where we begin

The busy evening slowly came to an end. No dishes were broken. No doves were spotted. No one got into trouble. And no sign of Kaneki.. Touka thought to herself as she neatly folded up the tea towel. 'As if he'd just turn up and ask to come back. Bakaneki left because he was weak. He probably is just as weak now, as he was when he left. Baka.. Dumb ass. Aogiri will end up breaking him. If not.. Ayoto will. Placing the tea towel next to the bean grinder she let Enji know that she was finishing for the night. She quietly stalked upstairs, being careful not to wake Hinami-chan. Her heart ached every time she walked past kaneki's room. She could imagine the nerdy dweeb reading a book on his bed, eye patch on the side of the table. His silver orb like eyes scanning the pages of his book. The slight sound of his breathing. She could imagine everything, from the sounds of his footsteps, to the sound of his raspy yet gentle voice. Bakaneki.. Dumb ass idiot..! She wiped away a single tear as she slinked away from his door that was usually wide open.

She gently closed her door and stripped down into her pyjamas. The moonlight shining on the plush rabbit toys that kaneki got her for her 20th birthday. One rabbit had an eyepatch and the other was holding a coffee cup. She flopped down onto her bed, ready to sleep and forget the painful memories that Anteiku gave her.. 'He has to come back soon.. He can't go forever. He would never forget about Anteiku.. Or Hinami and Hide, as well as everyone else. Touka wasn't the only one that missed him so much that it hurt.. ' She thought to herself as she played her favourite song from Skillet. She slowly drifted to sleep. Her dreams carried her to a place where she wanted to be.
"Touka chan.. Wake up.. Touka?" She could just hear a gentle silky voice through her headphones. A tall yet masculine figure stood by her window. The moon shining on white hair and silver orb like eyes.
"K-Kaneki..?" Touka was shocked. No words in her vocabulary matched what she wanted to say..
"Bakaneki.. Dumb ass, you dipwad..! I thought you were never coming back! I-I thought I would never see you again! You just up and left.. Why?!" Angry words was all she could manage to mangle out of her mouth. Her eyes filled with tears, threatening to spill down her face and catch on her shirt.

His warm arms were soon around her, he wiped each tear that fell from her purple eyes with his thumb. Touka buried herself deep within his chest, soaking up his sweet smell. Listening to his soft gentle heart beat, her head fell and rose with the movement of his chest. She wanted to stay like this forever.
" Please don't leave again. I missed you too much. I thought about you every night. Hinami-chan wants her big brother back. She also wants her big sister to be happy.. And to not cry anymore.."
He placed a slim finger on her lips and made a bee like for the corner of her jaw, he kissed the along her sharp features. Touka couldn't remember him being so strong and confident.. She wanted more. Her face blushing slightly her blood boiled from the soft touches of his skin against hers.
Her hands travelled up to his hair, Snow White and as soft as ever. She ran her fingers through it scuffing it around a little. His hair flopped over into his eyes. Their eyes met for a split second before he gently pushed her down onto her bed. His body pinning her to her bed, his weight heavy against her body. His lips travelled along her collar bone, softly nibbling along her neck. Her hands yanking at his shirt.
"Take it off" The purple eyed ghoul said as she assisted with unbuttoning his shirt.
"Are you sure, Touka?"
"Yes" she hastily said back to him as she placed her hands on his rock hard stomach. She kissed his stomach slowly. Soaking in every sweet moment. Knowing that it wouldn't last forever.. Their lips slowly met, applying different pressures they explored each others mouths, not wanting to let go. This felt too good to be real.
"Touka.. I want you, all of you" he said as he whispered into her ear, sending goosebumps down her entire body. His hands crept around her hips as he pulled her closer to him. His tongue traced the nape of her neck. She let out a small groan. Which only made Kaneki even more hungry for the beautiful ghoul in front of him. Their mouths met once more. Their body's rubbing against soft skin.. As the night went on their love for each other burnt out of control. Touka trying to be careful.. Kaneki stifled her moans with his lips. Touka was lost In paradise. She fell asleep wrapped up in kaneki's strong embrace. The way it should be. She wanted to be with him like this every night..