White Wolves

I was confused that night because I thought I might have seen someone in front of me but when I just rubbed my eyes there was no one.
It was 1.29 am and I was just on my bed looking at my whole room trying to gather my mind and thoughts. I felt that I'm thirsty so I opened the fridge and took a bottle of water and I gulped in one breath. I wasn't scared at all because it was normal for me to wake up in the middle of the night and think about myself what I'm and where I'm headed, it doesn't matter how far I come in my thoughts the end was always the same and how big a disappointment I'm. My whole life my parents scolded me that I'm no one and they were right I did nothing and they just kicked me out of the house one day saying that I'm crap and no one needed me well that's painful but wait there came another twist.

I started living in a garage where I used to work all day. I didn't know how to fix cars but somehow knew how cars work and in cleaning I was exceptional, so when I explained my misery to Andy(garage owner)he just looked at me with somehow pity and doubt and said ok and the words came out of his mouth were "You better prove me that you are worthy of this job otherwise I don't have any lack of workers in this fucking stupid city"

I thought that I would gather some money from a job and will try to improve my living by creating a small business and will achieve everything that I wished for but after months I just realized that I will get stuck in this job if I didn't find another better job. I just finished high school 2 years earlier and didn't go to college. How can someone go to college when he cannot meet his basic expenses? So I didn't have enough money to afford even a basic apartment so Andy said you can live in the garage so I took all my belongings to shift to the garage. There was a sofa(you can't say it sofa because it was so damaged and irreparable that when you call it sofa you disrespect sofa), and I took my space in the corner of the garage and it was all my world. I used to learn some work from Andy and try to understand it and in 6 months I was able to operate a car like a surgeon. Andy was happy with me that I learned it so well and quickly, he also increased my wage but I wanted to live my life like rich peeps and I didn't want to live my life in this misery so I used to go out in the afternoon after work and Andy was thinking that I go for just leisure or in the bar but I used to go out for some better things to do to earn something, at that time I was ready to do anything (even to kill someone for money).

Well, one night I was crossing a neighborhood and I didn't know that there were some bad people notorious for killing and banging whores, so I was walking like usual without any fear and after sometime later when I tried to enter a dark left alley a tall black male probably about 35 muscular and about ready to punch me just came to me and scanned me from top to bottom and looked like if he had a fire in his eyes I never experienced such dark humor from such dark male."What ya doin here in this street pretty boy" I just cleared my throat and said very politely; "Sir I'm just an ordinary boy looking for a job and I don't have any job I just wander into the streets to do something to earn big that's all I didn't know it was a dangerous place" I said so quickly and hurriedly that he looked somehow better in his facial expressions." Well there is nothing here for you to earn so get the hell outta here and don't come back again", He said, "Yes sir I will be careful pardon me" I replied and tried to run from that place but after 5 seconds he screamed at me, "Oye listen come here".Now I was sure that my life can end here but I wasn't that scared so just went back to him and he looked at a medium tall boy young enough to fight and filled with hopelessness and rage medium messy hair, strong hands due to working at the garage and said; "You can do anything to earn?"

"Yes sir, anything to earn money because I have no home and nowhere to live so I am ready to do any job'' I said and I waited for him to respond."Well, I want men to do my job and if you are serious to do actual work then come to "Amber's shop" on macloid road you know that right?" I knew almost every place due to wandering alone at night searching for a job so I said ok and went back to the garage to sleep. I couldn't sleep that night because I was thinking maybe he would give me something dangerous to do I always liked that gangster vibe so I was ready to do anything and there was no one to look for me and care for me so being lonely can relief you many times so at that time I was quite relieved. I just got ready and without eating, I went to that shop people there used to get food and eat but it was quite at an economic level so middle-class and poor people used to come there. I reached at the exact time he asked me to come and he was there, he looked at me with a small smile on his face and said "I like your passion and punctuality for your job it will help you in life"