"I see a flowing river from the corner of your eyes."
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction, Names, Characters, businesses and events. Any resemblance to an actual living or dead is purely coincidental.
Warning: This story contains Trigger warnings, such as Self Harm, suicide idealization and relapse. Sorry for some grammatical errors and typographical errors, i randomly type words whenever i feel like it. No exact plot
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Prologue
Have it ever came across your mind on how things can go better when at your lowest?
I dipped the tip of the thin brush on a green paint, a little blue and light green. Now it's perfect, I've made another great masterpiece.
I smiled and took a deep breath, today is the only day off I got, I dropped the brush on a cup with hot water on it. I went inside the bathroom to get the some paint off from my skin.
When the water touches my skin, the old scars with fresh memories were revealed, I somehow embraced those flaws I made. I chose to live with those scars, since I'm the one who did it.
Life is quiet and peaceful, I live alone in this studio that's also my apartment. My apartment is full of big paintings, small structures and things that I bought or I made.
I like to crochet and sew too. Am I living the best life? Maybe, I am a manager at a cafe and I own a flower shop that my mom passed to me when...she died. I don't have a father or anyone else now.. I only have myself.
I wore a sleeveless dress with floral print on it, it's really fitted so I wore a big pink knitted cardigan with a string on it. I wore a pearl hair clip to make a messy bun, my white messenger bag it only has a canva, sa small set of paint and my essentials.
"Good morning, Miss Felice!" My staff Lira greeted me with a smile while watering some roses, "looking fresh as the tulips, Miss Felice."
I smiled at her back, "likewise, Lira! Ano ang mabentang bulaklak natin?" I asked, planning to order some seeds or plants from france.
"Tulips and sunflowers po, Miss Felice... Pink Tulips." I nodded, Tulips is a huge trend right now... I love Tulips it's my favourite flower. "Oh, mabenta rin po ang Bougainvillea ngayon."
There's a chair and a table outside the flower shop a perfect place for me to paint, I took out my small canvas, the paint set/including the pencils for details and the brushes.
I'm going to have a good day today, for sure! I'm going to do a commission, I rarely accept one, big projects lang. I've done sculpting too, but no one's interested with it.
This commission is for a big celebration I think, I've suggested live painting but they offered me two contacts for it. Suprise ata itong ginagawa ko, live painting yung sa mismong event next month.
The photo reference was a young lady with his husband, I think this photo is an old one since may watermark ng date late 70's siguro.
Kaunting kulay nalang ang kulang dito, since nasimulan ko na siyang kulayan last week. The colour pallete of this painting is in pink-ish. They look lovely.
