youre a heartless bitch, dont fall!

one

"open your eyes triz"

When i open my eyes i saw balloons above my room. Pink balloons..

"what is this for andre?"

"i want to court you triz."

Pero why? Bakit ako? Unang una pangit ako in many ways.. mahirap mahalin kasi bossy ako. Di stable yung feelings ko.

"No time for joke dre."

He didnt talk..

But he held my waist and hug me.

"No dre. Hindi sa ayaw ko sayo.. kilala ko yung sarili ko.. i dont deserve you." As i let go of him.. i turn around to look what he did..

"Triz you do. I want to be with you.. i dont care how fucked up you are i really love you"

Then i looked at him "why andre? Why are you doing this, youre one of my bullies, you tried to be my friend and you did. That was enough for me but you dont want to get rid of me. We became best buddies. This will not go through."

Then he laughed. "What the fuck triz you fall for that!! So you did really think that ill court you!! Idiot. Haha"

This is why i hate myself.. im a galible person. A fuckin galible.

"Okay andre. Get out!" Im pissed of then youre still laughing you moron!

"No!" As he crossed his arms.

"This is my territory. Wag kang makapal mukha. Di porket wala sila mama ha! Anjan mga kapatid ko!" He didnt even move!!

"I gave them momey so., we're the only ones here. Huhu" giving he's damn cute sad face. Hay di ko talaga matiis tong taong to!

"Punyemas ka andre! Layas!" Pinagpapalo ko siya sa braso niya pero tinatarayan niya lang ako.

"Bakla bakla bakla!!" Then hinawakan niya yung both hands ko ng mahigpit gamit yung isang kamay niya..

"Bakla pala ha!" Tapos kinuha niya yung ribbon ng red ribbon na kinokolekta ko.. tinali niya yung kamay ko sa double deck corner.

"Hoy! Andre!! Tigilan mo to! RAAAAPE!! RRRRAAAAAAPPPEEE!!!"

Tapos magevil look siya nung hinubad niya yung socks niya..

"Sigaw o nganga?" Tapos inayos niya yung socks na parang bola.

"Fuck you! Fuck you!!!!" Pumapadyak ako sa kama.

"Tangina, matagal ko ng gustong gawin to triz! And i think this will be fun!" Wtf ayoko pang madevirginize!!!! Please can someone help me!!!!

"Manyakis ka!! Wag mkong hawakan! Ngayon i believe na kina mama na hindi dapat magtrust sa lalaki kahit bestfriend mo na! Kasi may titi parin sila!! Ahhh!!!"

Tapos ang lakas ng tawa niya..

Aba? Napatigil ako nung tumawa siya. Baliw ba siya? Nanttrip nanaman?

"Ill just goin to tickle you. Greenminded bitch! Yan kakanood mo ng porn kung ano ano pumapasok sa isip mo!"

Eh gago ka pala eh! Ikaw kaya itali ka ng nakahiga tapos tignan ka ng ganyan! Di ka pa magiisip ng kung ano ano?!!

"You know what? Tanggalin mo nlng to. Matutulog nlng ako. Wag ka ng manggulo this is too much for just a day andre."

"Okay. Ill just sleep with you."

"No. I dont want you here dre. Leave me. Im in a mixed emotion rn. So stop being weird."

My exboyfriend tommy.. we got together again for the 2nd time then he just broke up with no reason.

Then i lost 500 pesos tryin to win on league of legends.

Then i met someone and i gave my number..

Then this.

"Im sorry okay." He untied me.

I want to cry right now. Im so downed

"Okay. Tell me all about what happened today."

Tinignan ko lang siya. A look that is asking for him to just leave me i dont want to talk about how stupid i am today.

"Okay then, ill just sleep with you triz. And i insist." Napaka kulit mo andre!!!

"Please. Andre!" I shouted.

"Dont shout. Ill still put this in your mouth even thou youre pissed off." Holding his freshly wore socks.

"Knock it off andre. I get it. Im so stupid! Bakit mo ba ko kinaibigan!? Eh marami kang kaibigan sa school puro cool! Tangina ayaw nga nilang lahat sa ugali ko eh. And that stressed me a lot! Alam mo kung bet lang tong ginagawa mo. You win andre. You got me! Many times na! Ayoko na andre!" Now here it goes. The hell? I never cried infront of a guy!

"God. Im really sorry triz. Im not cheating on you or doing a bet. Im just.. i dont know!" He held my hands.

"Triz, nakipagbreak si tom no?" Hindi ako nakapagsalita, napatigil din yung iyak ko. I never told him about getting tom back how does he know??

"Okay. I got it.. you know what? You should stop making landi na. Masyado kang easyfall! Hindi naman dapat. Alam mo kung bakit kaibigan kita? Kasi nakakaawa ka."
Wait napastop mundo ko dun ah.

"Hey moron! I dont need pity! Sayo na yang awa mo!"

"Tangina naman triz! Ibaba mo naman yang pride mo sakin kahit minsan! Kaya kitang iwanan pero i respect how will you feel about that. Alam mo ayaw nila sayo then they re tryin to push you away from me but i still go with you even if i crawl. Kasi i dont want you to feel na ayaw sayo ng mundo."

"I still dont get it." Kulang explanation mo eh!

"I dont want to explain to you everything. Im just being mature! Ikaw lang yung kaya kong masave sa mga bullies. Yung iba kasi nerds na! Mahihirap kausapin may pagkaphsycho! Eh ikaw? Gago ka lang." Di ko alam ha? minura niya ko pero nagflattered ako don.

"Okay thanks. Just leave me right now if you really respect how i feel"
But he s so naughty he refused to obey me.

Im so tired arguing with him. So i just let him.

After 10mins

"Pansinin mo naman ako triz!" Tapos niyakap niya ko.. nagising ako so i didnt freak out that much. Lalo na nung nakita kong tulog siya.,

Is he dreaming about me? Pinapansin ko naman siya eh, papansin kaya siya!

I want to let go of him kasi i feel his manhood behind me eh, but whatevs it felt so good hahaha baka mawet waaag. Dont think you pervert!!!

Isipin mo na lang unan na may lawit yon. Tangina ang hirap hahaha.

Iritang irita na ko.

Gumalaw ako ng onti.

And thank god gumalaw siya.

Then nagising nlng ako ng mga 7pm nakayakap ako sa kanya..

I heard knocks on my door. Parang gusto ng sirain yung door knob ko eh! Sino kaya to!

"Ate sila mama parating na yung kotse! Ha. Ha." Hingal na hingal si yvo.

Agad agad kong ginising si sleeping beauty.

"Hoy! Cameron! Ay este andre!!! Gising sila mama parating na!! Magayos ka na!"

Then wala pang 5mins nakalipad na siya from sleepingbeauty to superman..

Then after 2mins pagpasok na pagpasok ko, dumating sila mommy.