Life Is Worth Living

Chapter 18

Andrea Bieber
4 weeks later
I woke up and had a sudden rush I ran to the restroom and threw up "Are you okay"Justin said "Yea I think it worked" I said "Did what work"Pattie said coming in "Kayla wanted a sister" I said "So you got pregnant" She Asked I nodded "you Should go to the hospital to make sure" She said I nodded "Can you pick them up from day care" I asked "Yes I can" she said "Okey I'm about to call to make my appointment" I said I walked out I called and made an appointment I go at 3 "So my appointment at 3"I told Pattie "Okay I'll make sure they safe" she said "I want to go with you"Justin said "Fine" I said after taking a shower and getting ready I go to the doctor appointment after waiting we went in after telling them we were planning a pregnancy we took a pregnancy test "Well we have to talk"the doctor said "You are indeed pregnant but you have stage 1 cancer leukemia" she said "What" I said "we can do everything to help"she said "Will I lose my baby" I asked "you can but we can do our best to keep you and my the baby safe" she said "I had a still birth I can't deal with another stillbirth Baby" I said "Like I said we will try everything to save you and the baby" she said I nodded after we got home I sat on the couch Justin hugged me and never let me go as I cried soon pattie came in with the kids "Mommy"Kayla said "Not now baby mommy isn't feeling well"Justin said "Is mommy okay" she Asked "I'm fine Kayla just a little upset" I said "Okay" she said running to her room pattie sat down "so are you pregnant" she Asked I nodded "And with cancer" I said "aww honey" she said I got a call on my phone Justin answered it "babe the doctor in on the phone"he said "Hello" I said "hello Mrs.Bieber" she said "I have your test results and I'm sorry to say but we mixed it up you are not diagnosed with cancer a new nurse put someone else file in your paper work" she said "What the hell I want her fired" I said "I completely understands you" she said "No I'm pregnant and you telling me I had cancer now I don't I will sue" I yelled "Mrs.Bieber calm down" she said the phone was took from me "Mrs.Bieber are you calm now" I seen my mom "What is going on"mom asked "Due to hippa law I can't tell you" she said "Okay bye"mom said hanging up "What's going on andi"mom said "the doctor told me I had cancer but called me back to say I didn't have cancer a new nurse put somebody else paperwork with mine" I said crying "First they didn't do the sonogram right , now this we are suing them"mom said she hugged me Justin sat me down he told me to take deep breaths I calmed down he kissed my head "Mommy" I seen Kayla I smiled "Yes baby" I said "Are you okay" she asked "Yea mommy is fine" I said "But guess what honey" I said "What mommy" she said "It worked in 9 months you'll have a sibling" I said she smiled "my sister" she said I nodded she smiled and hugged me I smiled "let's go rest"he said he picked me up going upstairs he laid me down "Stay with me" I said "Okay"he said "Justin" I said tears came to my eyes "Yes"He asked he looked at me "I really still love you but I'm scared" I said "it's alright Babe" he said he held me as I cried "Remember the good times" he said "Remember that time we did the games if I won you take me back if you won I'll leave you alone" he said "I remember asking you're parents for your hand in marriage I love you" he said he kissed me "I'm tired" I said he kissed my cheek I closed my eyes
"mommy" I heard "She's sleeping bud" I heard

Justin Bieber
I seen Andi sleeping I walked out with Jr "I noticed Andi is always tired" I said "Well she's pregnant"mom said "It's too early for that" I said "Well I don't know"she said "She should go to the doctor"her mom said "I'll get my doctor to see her" I said "I think it's postpartum depression"Her mom said "My cousin went threw it"she said "I'll take her to the doctor to get help" I said "Okay" she said I went back to Andi tears came to my eyes "Justin"Andi said she woke up looking at me "Are you okay" She Asked "Yeah im fine"I said "why are you crying then" she asked "I'm fine if you're tired go back to sleep" I said "Justin stop okay you want us to be a family and family talk about things" she said she then kissed me "I'm afraid you might have postpartum depression" I said she smiled "Yea that'll explain why I'm always tired and moody but I'm fine justin" she said "Do you know I just wanna kiss you all day" I said "Well we have an hour or so" she said we kissed "I love you" I whispered to her there was a knock "Mommy"Jr said she got up then opened the door "yes baby" she said he just stood there "What is it jr" She said he held his hand up then they walked away I smiled I went to Kayla room she was coloring "Princess" I said she looked "Hey dad" she said going back to activity "Are you hungry" I Asked "No grandma cooked" she said "Are you okay" I said "Yes daddy I'm fine" she said "Okay sweetheart" I said I walked out I went to jr room Andi was reading him a book I went back to Kayla room "Mom is reading to jr do you want to join" I Asked "No" she said I stood there she sniffed "Kayla baby" I said she looked at me she had tears "Come here" I said I wiped her eyes "It's okay baby" I said she cried I rubbed her back I took her downstairs we went to the kitchen I texted Andi she came with Jr sitting him down she came to us "Are you okay baby" She asked Kayla just looked at us she put her head down "What happened Justin"Andi said "I went to talk to her asked her was she hungry she said grandma cooked then I tried having a conversation she gave small answers I walked out I went to see you reading to Jr and I went and asked Kayla do she wanted to join" I said "Justin"Andi said "She's upsets"we heard I seen mom and Sharon "You two been fighting and arguing and now you two been making up she feel left out"Mom said "She talked to us when she was eating dinner"Sharon said Andi started crying "Kayla"Andi said "Come here Baby"Andi said "I am so sorry" she said to Kayla "how about us girls go get our nails painted"Andi said "Okay"Kayla said "And me and you Um I ll find us something to do" I said "and Jr"mom said "Yes I'll take him to largo land"I said "Yes Tomorrow" Andi said I nodded "I have to get back into being a mother and a daughter"Andi said "Tonight as a family we can watch anything you want" I told Kayla she smiled "I want to watch daddy" she said "Okay bunny" I said we went to the theater room "Okay pick Something" I said she grabbed the remote "Daddy" she said I looked at the screen I laughed "Let me see" I said I pressed the mic "Justin Bieber" I said "Someone called me"Justin asked "Nope" I said I handed Kayla the remote she clicked on our world Kayla was dancing and singing with the songs "When did you ever do a concert" I asked "When I'm not home this what I do you know that"he said but as the show went on I seen something I didn't want to see "Justin" I said "Yes baby"he asked "Why is Hailey in this" I asked my head went to the side "Shit"he said but I heard him "Maybe we can squish out a nugget" I heard my eyes widened "In 2021"She asked "Maybe I don't know we can try" I heard the tv say "Kayla baby turn it to something else" I said "But you said"she started "Now Ja' Kayla Drew" I yelled I got up "We need more popcorn" I said leaving the room I got some popcorn "Mommy"Kayla said "I'll be right there" I yelled soon Justin came up to me "It was for a documentary something's are real some are fake"he said I "I don't care Kayla wants to watch so I'll watch and I see how much you lied to me" I said "Okay suit yourself"he said "Yea I'll see for myself" I said I pushed him going back to Kayla "Here you do baby" I said "What are we watching now" I said "Daddy and Hailey"Kayla said "Look mommy she married daddy too"Kayla said "WHAT" I said I looked at the screen my eyes widen "That's wonderful" I said "Mommy are you mad"she asked "No baby I'm not mad I'm very disappointed how I didn't know daddy could do that" I said smiling "Shit" I heard I seen Justin look at the screen "It's fine we're divorced no hard feelings right Kayla" I said "I guess" she said "What's divorced mean"Kayla asked "well it means that me and daddy is not married anymore" I said "But you said I was the Bond of the marriage" Kayla said "Aww sweetie you are but daddy hurt mommy so he had to be alone for a while" I said "Okay I'm tired" Kayla said "Okay let's get you to bed" I said I picked her up and we went to her room "Goodnight Ja'Kayla" I said "Night mommy" she said I walked out I went to jr room he wasn't in there I grew confused "I have him"Pattie said "I honestly forgot him damn" I said "Maybe you need parenting classes as well" she said "Yea maybe" I said I went to jack room he wasn't there "He's with your mom"Pattie said "Okay thanks" I said I went to my room and laid down "Shit I'm pregnant again" I said forgetting all about the throw up I did this morning I grabbed my diary and sat and wrote I looked up to see Justin standing by me "What do you want" I said "For you not to be mad at me" he said "Im not mad I'm flipping furious" I said I got out the bed I grabbed his phone and entered the passcode "Why isn't it working" I said "Because I changed it" he said "If you have nothing to hide then why change it" I said "Because you supposed to trust me" he yelled "Trust you you want my trust after I trusted you alone with Hailey yea she manipulated you into sex for 2 seconds and that trust was thrown out when you said fuck it and actually did it" I yelled "Well I'm sorry if I fucked up I can't take back what I did at least I know I fucked up what about you"he said "What about me" I yelled "You have lunch with Darren"he yelled "Because he's my friend" I yelled "Hey you two downstairs now"mom came in we went downstairs "Andi come live with me for a few"mom said "My kids aren't going anywhere"Justin said "Yes they are"Pattie said coming in "Justin I don't know if you noticed but lately it's been about you and Andi" she said "I will set you both up for parenting Classes"Pattie said that made Justin laugh"What's fucking funny" I said "Andi been a bad parents but she always perfect"he said holding up air quotes "I can't tell if you joking or being for real" I said "Bitch I'm being for real" he said I took off my earrings "I may be pregnant but this bitch can show you who a bitch" I said "see this why you two need to be apart"Mom said "So Justin you will pay for her doctors appointments and for your kids Andi go up stairs and get you and some of the kids things"Pattie said I walked out "Sharon will bring the kids or I will go get them" she said before I walked out "Find with me" I said I went to the room getting me a couple of outfits then went to Kayla room getting something's then did the same for Jr "Mommy'i heard "hey baby" I said to Jr as he stood at the door "What doing" he said "I'm getting you some clothes" I said "Why" he said "I will sit and talk to you and Kayla when we get settled at grandma house" I said he smiled "Go tell Kayla to wake up" I said "Oktay" he said I went to my room I sat and wrote a note then I went downstairs to Justin "Here" I said "What's this" he Asked "A letter to read when you are alone" I said "Mom I'm ready" I said "Justin is bringing the stuff to the house"she said "Okay" I said "I'll drive with Justin I need to talk to him alone" I said "Okay"Pattie said me and Justin got in his truck "Is the letter is what you want to talk about" he said "Kinda" I said "I'll get horny and I'll come over when the kids at daycare"I said "Other then that we will see each other at class and counseling" I said I kissed his cheek and we pulled up to the house I got out the car and went in "Oh I made a guest house and moved everything in there of yours"mom said "Okay thanks" I said I walked in the guest house Justin then came and sat down the stuff "so how long will you be here"he asked "I don't know our parents planned this" I said "Okay so I'll see you when we go to counseling" I said he then kissed me "Bye" he said "Bye" I said back I made sure the kids where sleep and then went to sleep myself