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Uh oh

Mom!!!
My water just broke!!!

I waddled in and was screaming and writhing in pain because I was in the process of birthing a child!
CHILDBIRTH !!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH MOTHER PULL THIS THING OUT OF ME!!!!!

ITS GOING TO TEAR ME IN TWO!!!
I KNEW I COULDNT MAKE IT TO THE HOSPITAL SINCE MY WATER BROKE SO I SAT DOWN AND RUBBED MY SWOLLEN BELLY...
I stripped down and was walking around the house naked and I did not care I was in so much pain I couldn't stand it !! My mother looked at me and screamed than laughed then ran out leaving me there all alone..
I layed down and felt to see if anything was wrong and as I lifted my hand it was red and covered in my blood ... something was wrong but I couldn't do anything about it now...
I grabbed a mirror and positioned it so I could see what I was doing..
I was at ten centimeters and started to push I screamed in agony and full of fear...
I pushed and pushed for 7 hours ..
Finally I saw the head..
I pushed so hard and writhed in pain as It broke my pelvis and I saw my vagina tear around its head..
I screamed and cried out for help but no one came I knew that my baby would die if I didn't keep pushing even though I was in pain I kept going ..
I pushed the head out and watched as my vagina tore even more with the shoulders ..
I couldn't stand the pain but I had to for my baby..
I pushed and pushed as my baby emerged even more I cried when I saw that I was so close as I needed were the waist and legs but then as I saw more and more blood pour out of my and my baby laying there crying because it was half inside me and half out ...
The blood was everywhere all over me and my baby ..
I finally got the waist out and had to sit up and pull the rest of it out ...
As I saw the knees emerge from me every thing went black...
I woke up with my blood everywhere and had to yank my baby out of my broken and torn body I looked at my sweet baby to see that my baby was a baby girl.. Emily grace
I put her in clothes and put her In a car seat and drove to the hospital still bleeding still naked and still huge.. more contractions started and I was writhing in pain as my baby cried and I cried with her ...
I was alone and afraid with a huge naked pregnant body and a tiny baby in my backseat covered in blood I sped to the hospital almost dead I grabbed my child and ran in and as soon as they saw the blood that rushed me into a room.
The doctor said that I did great with Emily but I was not even close to being done with my Birth .. I cried as he stitched up my vagina so I could deliver and figured out that my broken pelvis and torn vagina was the reason I was bleeding.. he had to stick his arm up inside me and snap my pelvis back into place ...
I screamed through the following contractions till it was time to push....
I pushed a lot faster with a doctor and coaching but it still took a while..
After pushing for 17 hours my 2nd baby was born... He is so beautiful.. I love him ... Clayton James.... CJ for short.. my twins are beautiful .... I love them... we went home and my mother never came back and lived happily with Emmy and CJ

THANK YOU FOR READING MY STORY EVEN THOUGH IT WAS KIND OF GRAPHIC I THINK I DID GOOD THANK YOU BUEEE